+`旅程·故事`+

Sweet with warm

2012-02-10T19:53:00.001+08:00

Thankiu guys. Love you so much..

=) Made by Joen. <3

Thankiu. ^v^

aww.. Is it stand for lucky star for me? =D

YuHeng <3

The cards are so nice, wording are so sweet and touch. I love them.

The Ferrero Rocher is also nice,and the feeling to get it is so warm.

The star is so cute. It is on my bed now.

YuHeng is extremely sweet. The first time i receive an album as a birthday present.

Thankiu guys. I love each of them so much..~(@^_^@)~ There is still some presents, but didnt capture them as im at hostel now.. >.<''

My 18 years old Birthday

2012-02-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm very late to post something about my birthday now as it is already February. oaww.. But Yea, during the fifth day of chinse new year, that is, 27 of jan, im officially 18 already. wow.. Sounds good. Lots people asked about my feeling since i'm finally 18. Because of 18 is going to step into the legal adulthood? Can do something like drinking and decide everything without getting permission from parents? Honestly, I'm still cant really accept and put myself into the stage of 18. Not getting ready yet. =D

I have big expectation for this year. Don't know why. My wishes for this year really quite lots. But every of the wished are new, and not about the past as we need to look forward and brighter side. XD I bet i'll achieve and accomplish the purpose which i desire in this year. One year time. It is a very long duration, but i'll try to set everything systematically and hopefully, by the time, I'll attain my goal. Hopefully, my intention dont kick by my laziness and other effects. =)

Next, thanks a lot to those who wish me through facebook,sms,calls and face to face. Before posting pictures, still remember to thanks to those who celebrate my birthday with me and give me presents and card, In particularly, Kye, Joen, Koh Yee Jin, JJ, Jeffery, KH, ZhiLin, HongYoung, JiaHui, SongFeng, Tan Lim and of course my family! ( i hope i didnt miss out anyone >.<'' ) and, Especially thanks to my 3rd aunt as she bought me a cake when we were at Green Box.

Gambling gambling.. non-stop huh!?

The little boy is my cousin XD

Thankiu everyone for coming ^v^

With Jeff =)

Love with Joen =)

Yeah with Kye =)

Focus.. with YeeJin =)

With jiejie. =)
**ya,just call him jiejie.

With Song Feng =)

Classmate 4B/2010

Credit to my 3rd aunt. =)

Thankiu everyone. I'm really happy and grateful! Appreciate much. <3

2——February

2012-02-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

不知不觉已来到了2012年的第二个月了！时间的确过得有点快！感觉上在这个月里我好像没有达到什么achievement。

年又过了一大半了，刚刚过了初九。话说初八的夜晚真的很热闹！鞭炮响遍整个花园！比年除夕来得热闹很多！烟花、孔明灯、炮竹都少不了~ 烟花接二连三地放射在空中。直到凌晨一点多，大雨落下时才停止。把我家的狗都吓到躲进狗屋里一直不肯出来。*它很可爱！ ^^ 这样的新年气氛，我很开心，很欢喜。

话说也开学了。嗯，我什么都没有做，什么都没有读。感觉上我把很多该做的都做到一半。该完成的任务都没有settle down。朋友几乎都弄好了。我还有很多很多东西没有做好。因为还在holiday mood。嗯，我务必在睡醒时完成我应该做的。然后在享受连着下的假期。 Planning.....

二月。时间很快

除夕夜

2012-01-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

_____ | _____ _____ | _____

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下了场雨，天气忽然凉爽起来。

闻着这样的空气，当中带着新年的气息。

鞭炮烟花四处放。

想必大家都在等待着龙年的到来。

一年就这样过去啦。

人要展望未来，不回顾过去。

不好的事就把它留在今年。
向烦恼说再见！

是时候去旧迎新年啦！

明天，也就是大年初一

做一个全新的自己，为自己定下实际的目标！

在龙年里，我一定要过的比去年更好！

2012，我要创好年！ （很有朝气的说…）

The Recent me

2012-01-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

Seem like i had disappeared for a period, yes, i did.
I didnt go anywhere, but i started my tertiary school. I didnt tell anyone except those few guys. Thanks you guys for keeping your promise until now. ^^'' This is the time for me to update my life recently.

I'd been disturbed by something few days ago. =( It is just a small case. But it disturbed my emotional sometimes. However, I've think wider and open minded now. I just need someone to listen to me. I need to release and shout out! Thank you for your advising and lending your ear all the time. Credit by WeiLing. =)

So,everything go smooth. I love this moment now. But, i miss home badly. I never think that i will have home sick one day. and now, im facing it. I miss home, i miss my family, especially my mum. and i cried, when i came here. =( This made me think of Kangzi. She said,when her mum fetch her back to hostel, she alwyas cry. At that moment, i was laughing at her. (i think) Similarly, i happened to me now. I felt it. and soon, you are going to feel it too. right? chooi w.l. XD i <3 my family. =)

This is the second weeks that i start my life here.. I feel like, me, myself, still not getting ready for everything here. Sometimes, i think back all the past. and sometimes, pictures and scenario refreshed the past in my mind. =)

Is the time for me to get ready for everything now since i'd decided for Jan intake randomly. Have to get well into everything. and enjoy it. I love my life. I enjoy it. ^^

离开是为了？遇见

2012-01-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

听着孙燕姿的遇见。带着耳机，熟悉的词曲，节奏和音乐…这样的动作，感觉只活在自己的世界里，没有他人，没有，什么都没有。随着歌曲的播放，断断续续的画面浮现，一切仿佛只在昨天发生。在这样的深夜里，我不喜欢吵杂声，我想我会渐渐地，喜欢上带上耳机的时空，就算没有音乐播放，但这种感觉，很自己。

随着今晚空中聊到的[离开]在这里开了话题。随着刚刚的歌曲，作为话续。

我不喜欢离别，不代表一切都不会离开。离开是个中性词，但它这意义可重大。以不同的层面来看，离开会是件悲伤的事（当…亲人的分开、友谊的分离）；又或许，离开是件值得高兴的事（当…去到一个更好的路、得到解脱…）。

离开可能对很多人而言是件很烦、很懊恼的事。它确实。但再想深一层，它没有。它没有很复杂。是人。因为人的自私，人的七情，人的固执还有人的理念。有些时候，离开是未免的；有些时候，离开，只不过是一种选择，一种抉择，一种，决定。

避不开的；躲不掉的，就只好这样吧。

带不走的；留不住的，那就接受好了。

当离开成为了一种决定，那么，答案也就只有“离开”或“不离开”。然而，在处于”是“或“不是”的状态下，就只是二选一。没有灰色地带。很残忍？或许。没有。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那会是一种苦尽甘来。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那可能只是插肩而过。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，你想，那会是怎样？… … …

我没有想过，2012年的第一个po，有如此一点的伤感。但是，每一个po，都是我自己满意之后，才亮相的。2012年第一个po，我满意。因为突发奇想。

因为，我，很自己。——伍家辉《很自己》

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T22:56:00.026+08:00

25th of December.

Come to the end of the month. 6 days more to 2012. A dragon year.

Would it be a better year? or more challenging?

It is unpredictable. Everything is Unpredictable. As long as we are live happily and meaningful.

It is time to do some review of myself in 2011 and make some new target for next year. It is time to do some preparation. Yea.. Hwaiting!!

** It's Merry Christmas Now! **
Nice X'mas song

A pleasant surprise day is -** Merry Christmas **

Ho-Ho-Ho

countdown

2011-12-21T23:26:00.010+08:00

Leave my secondary school for more than 1 month. Finished my last secondary exam (SPM) more than 2 weeks already. Before these, im very excited to finish the secondary school life and exams. Yea, i did it. But now, im Hae-ing at home. and this is the first week i Hae at home.

I filled my time with activities last week. and i learned lots & enjoy it. Workshop at fm 988, shopping, concert, kakix and more. Now, i've nothing to fill into my schedule. Living emptily. I'm not accustomed to be so free everyday. No more monday blue, no need to iron uniform, no more assembly, not reading Rukun Negara on the stage, not rushing for homework and not preparing for exam. The life without target and achievement. I am empty...

Mostly wasted my time on internet these few days. It provides myself a large space to think out of the box and flash back my memory. Many ideas had pop out in my mind. But i couldn't express out. Maybe if i've got inspiration ...

I read through others's blog. Especially those people i know, but he/she dont know me. They make me envy with what they have. Especially their achievement. and slowly, look at their wording with pleasure and respect --- I admire them.

I'm those who always look at what others have & how good of the others' behavior , how many hard work the others paid behind etc. After that, i will just admire them. Feel that they are much better than me. Have a enjoyable life. and i will start thinking, how could i be in the future? Am i going to be like them? or? many question marks floating there.

It is December now. The last month of 2011. Just a blink of eyes. December is always a romantic months for me. Everyone is planning how to celebrate Christmas and countdown. I like December. I like Christmas. Although there is no snow here in Malaysia. But i always imagine that there is. and i believe of the story of santa. There is full of Christmas decoration everywhere now.. I like it. Even the smurf's game and snoopy's game are snow-ing. Although i'd never celebrate it, but i love Christmas.

Many office are having presents exchange. Even sis's office. Yerr... I also want to join! =( I saw friends received a notebook and cute Iphone casing! I believe it is unlimited!! =( Yea, im countdown-ing. 4 more days. Ho-Ho-Ho! Hmm.. Guess.. Who would like to be a Santa and send the gift for me?! XD

Merry Christmas~`` =)

Love 疯音乐。

2011-12-18T18:57:00.001+08:00

Time is precious, and it flies really fast. One week past again. The day of last week, i was having a workshop at Tropicana Office Tower. Having lots of fun there. I miss the moment. But i could never go back..

Went to Midvalley yesterday. With friends. We didnt catch up almost 1 year time. and once we met, we talked non stop. Talk everything, without limit. We chit-chat at Secret Recipe for few hours while waiting the time past. LoL.

We purposely want to go 《十分红》.yea, very red. XD I went to the concert last year. Since i got tickets again this year, i asked others to join it. ps, thanks fm 988 for the tickets. But i only gave out 3 out of 10 tickets although there are 10 people attending. We are actually wasting 11 tickets! Because Kangzi won another 4 tickets with 'Feel Good Zone' on the spot. Thanks NTV7 and 炎亚纶. LoL.　

We wasted the tickets because we ran into the 'Feel Good Zone' without showing the tickets. We are brave. LoL. We stood at a good + nice place. We can see the singer clearly without any people blocking from the start to the end of the concert. and the screen just in front of us. =)

I love 李佳薇 and 丁当 the most. Especially when they cross-over! 李佳薇 got her strength and she looks nice other than pretty and sweet. Her voice is very powerful. If Im not there to listen she sang 煎熬 & 分隔线 , i could never imaging how good is her singing skill! Thumb UP for her!

Another, 丁当! She came for the concert last year, but i miss her part because i went back earlier. =( Anyway, Im lucky this year. I was there to enjoy her performs. Had been toxic-ed by her voice. >.<''

Every singer sang very well the push up the atmosphere to maximum! =)

我爱疯音乐！

我的身边有两个

2011-12-16T20:00:00.001+08:00

忘了星期几的晚上，我和一个人谈到很夜。我不知道对方在谈话中是否有哭泣，还是很生气。只是觉得，嗯…就离我那么近，那么靠近的距离和关系，我竟然遇到两个，两个相识个性的人。

一种米养数百人，我的身边有很多不同的人。

一开始我就感觉到对方是个非常在乎两个人或以上之间的感情。认识了对方这段期间，很明显地感觉到，其实，eh,你很重义气，重感情，重友谊，重责任，重相处，重重逢，重，在一起。我本身可大大地承认我不是。（理由不必说多，因为不是重点。）所以一开始就不站在对方的立场。我们，是对立的。

对，两个不同观点的人在一起总是会产生冲突，但，这一次我很大胆的豁出去对对方说自己的观点。我也不晓得自己哪来的勇气。心里只是不断希望，对方不要生气。

一直到对方丢了一句，“或许你看得开，但是我不是，我不能……”。
这句话，让我反思，清醒了。
‘所以，看到了吗？因为执著，因为固执…’ 我说。

然后我再深思，固执、执著…我愣了。

对，因为 [固执] ， [执著] 。每个人都有自己 [固执] 和 [执著] 的时候。包括我在内。只是，我和你的 [执著] 不一致。

在接下来的谈话中，我转话，对对方说，
“他们会知道你的用心的。不要因为失败而失望再放弃。因为这个世界会因为有你这样重义气，重感情，重友谊，重责任，重相处，重重逢，重，在一起的人而变得更美丽。” =)
之后也开始给于鼓励和支持的话。

每一个人的坚持和固执，都需要有人去支持才可以走得更远更久。对方的这一份坚持和固执，是需要被认同、被认可的。只要出发点是好的，就需要有被肯定的时候。

我想说，你的坚持和固执，不但有我的认同和肯定。而且我相信，你的坚持和执著会有开花的一天。前提是，只要你懂得，收放自如。

PS:可能在谈话中说了很多不该说和无理取闹的话语。请，原谅。

2011-12-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

完成SPM大概有五天了，但感觉它还是很靠近。因为在这五天里我过得总算充实，非常充实。我很开心。一切竟在不言中。
现在，才是我真正的放假。

张学友连续4天的世纪演唱会没有去到。但是有去的姐姐和她男朋友都说很赞。张学友不是我的年代，但也未能参与他的半世纪。有点可惜。虽然没有很迷他，但是他的歌，都是K歌。像是祝福、吻别等等。

书桌上的一切还没有完成整理。零碎的、还有不懂要留还是丢的物品…散乱在四处。收拾了，还是觉得留的东西太多。有些没有必要的留的，考虑送人。可是又很不舍得。明天又得整理一番才行。

这几天很累，但我很快乐，我很愉快。一躺在床上就睡着，很喜欢这种感觉。就算不是，都是满满的幻想和开心的回忆。大家都很厉害。不管是theory上，还是practical…是时候，发现自己的魅力。 o.O 感谢有你。感谢机会。感谢。我会记住。

2011-12-03T02:36:00.001+08:00

曾经我想的很多，其实到现在还是没有少过。有时想东，有时想西；摸不着头脑就睡觉的一概不是我的作风。我曾经因为想很多，所以烦到很多身边的朋友。直到岁数逐渐地增长、头脑逐渐地健全，有了新的了解。虽然到现在还是会想很多，但是诉说出来的机率减低了。我开始学会，不跟别人吐心理想的。不是孤僻，只是，我想，我会、我可以——自己解决

我想我知道我想要些什么，只是有时候迟迟不敢踏出那一步。因为我怕走错路。其实有时候我需要关心需要安慰。或许倾诉的对象随着自己不断把事情往心里吞的一样，越来越少。可能我知道其实有些还是站在那里，一直欢迎着我的人。可是，就是可是…

是身边的人越来越少，还是其实自己越来越远离轨道？我很执著，我很固执。我希望我这样的一个动作，你就可以知道其实我做什么。可是这个‘你’其实有点难找。有时沉默不是金，就真的需要说出口，才会有人知道你要的，你想的是什么。就算需要他人的帮助，都应该先伸出手，让人扶你一把。

可惜我很执著，也很固执。我不喜欢，就是不喜欢。

可是我很少说出口，也觉得没有必要说出口。

或许可惜，我是水瓶座……

是时候，收拾

2011-11-30T22:57:00.008+08:00

三个星期过去，九科已过，剩下最后一科。所以我说，没有什么好怕，很快过去的。 Dont worry so much, the day will come.船到桥头自然直。一考完生物，全世界好像都去jusco看戏。听说整个戏院都是育华生。其实有点够力厉害夸张。我知道，每个人的心中都迫不及待地这天的到来。

我把所有的书都整理了一番。笔记、练习簿、课本等都重新收拾。书是很多，纸也很多。没有用完的簿子更多。我把簿子里剩下空白的页数一一撕下，我每一年都会那么做，唯独去年。说也奇怪，每当一页复一页地把空白的页数撕下时，犹如撕下一页页的回忆。那些回忆一幕幕地涌上脑海，不断地闪过各种画面，越撕越快，涌上脑海的回忆更快！对，我很怀念。

一切关于毕业典礼的我都省略了。记得当天有人问我，你会哭吗？我答‘不’。确实，我没有哭。是有想哭的感觉，不过，就是忍住不哭。因为没有什么好哭。或许我觉得留恋的一切也只能在心头。哭了反而觉得一切都像眼泪那样溜走了。也或许，如果那天像是从前的样子，说不定，我会哭得像其他人一样。

书太多，回忆也很多。感谢这些年来的一切。我喜欢的，不喜欢的，我爱的，我恨的，我难过的，我开心的，我眷恋的，我放弃的，我执著的……对，都告一段落。收拾心情吧，没有一样东西可以stay long。月有阴晴圆缺；浪会打击浪石改变石状；食物会腐烂；人，有悲欢离合。承认吧！

下个星期三，最后一科。也是最后一刻。我，想自由。

其实还有很多，真的很多……

中五的课本，
其实我会想念

*感谢大方送我书的你们。
林康琪、吴家仙、黄志麟
我想，这不会再是To:美青

The Last Lesson of Physic

2011-11-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day of Physic tuition. I've been there since i was in Form 4. I remember when i start to love physic, is him. I remember how sad and hurt of the words, is him. I remember what i've learn the thing called life, is him. All is Him.

He is not a teacher, we dont even know his actual occupation. He always came late ; he also end the class late. He always shared things, taught us other than physic. also, cracking jokes. I know his intention, his goods. Although he is a straight forward person. He is a very successful man, i thought. Through his talks, actions, and the car he drove. LoL.

Right & Wrong ; Good & Bad.
It is the time, to let go. They guided me to the right way, and now is the time. To do everything by myself, no more pamper. I have to differentiate what is the right way to go, and what is good for me.
Live your life.
Dont follow others, dont listen to others. Follow your heart.

* The first person who give you a cigarette , and says it is good, is always the person you trust the most.
This is what he said. and he end today class.

我，毕业了

2011-11-09T17:31:00.006+08:00

2011年的11月9号，我毕业了。正式，在加影育华国民型中学毕业了。
因为不想让自己有遗憾，所以我告诉自己我很开心。

我收到一张卡，一直拒绝去读，因为我想给自己一个有完全属于这张卡的时间真心的去读它。
实在，有击中我心中的那股感受。原来到这一刻我依然可以找到一幕幕悸动人心的画面。
我继续往下看，实在有点迟疑……不过到最后，我还是认同了。

是的，这一次说了再见，
就真的是再见了。

我们，再见吧！

告别，最亲爱的你。

2011-11-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

其实想要说出心中的感受，那一份疯狂，那一种喜悦，都那么难。总是想着该怎么开口，说出那一份喜悦。明明很想和他人分享，但是却扭扭捏捏地。扭扭捏捏的原因有很多，只是，说出其原因就没有它的意义存在。所以很多时候，我宁可收着，都不说出来。因为不会有人太想要知道你的事，不会有人… 所以总结，我还没有找到一个，分享的对象。心里其实有，只是……或许等到你们和我都考完试…姓丁的，姓林的，还有姓崔的那个…… 是，是你们。嗯，或许就是。

也或许，我更期盼，有一天，相聚的日子。 =)

……我从来没有想过，我会如此疯狂……
…

靠近

2011-10-26T03:25:00.011+08:00

月光笼罩的夜晚总会让许多的灵感莫名地涌出心头。
凌晨的3点钟，我坐在书桌前，面对着无数的数字，无情的光阴……
我…真的，感受到那股压力。有如千金重的无形物往心中推压。有时候，真的，会喘不过气。
其实我在想，如果那一天，成绩到手的那一天，要是我无法接受到手上那张纸的成绩，我会怎样？其实我很怕，也很担心。如果，我真的接受不了… …
还没有踏上船上，却担心着到达的目的地。实在很不应该…
它一天一天地靠近，我一天一天地害怕。只能说，是我信心不足，因为我没有准备好。心惊胆跳地看着眼前的慢慢流失，却万二分地不想结束今天的12点。
失眠的夜，寒冷的风，我的心，凉了，颤抖着。

如果

2011-10-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

如果当初我们没有认识；

是不是

藏在心中已久的泪痕都会抹去？

如果当初没有那场误会；

是不是

我们的友谊能够长久一些些？

如果当初我抓紧机会；

是不是

就能得到我想要的？

如果我肯放下；

是不是

一切都能得到解脱？

如果我肯妥协；

是不是

就能风平浪静？

如果我肯道歉；

是不是

就能够没关系？

如果我还坚持；

是否

能够有你的支持？

“如果”，只是给自己的一个‘借口’

因为，根本没有如果。

人类，又怎能预测未来？

有时侯

2011-10-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

有时我们

很难100%完美；更何况，没有完美的我们

有时我们

也很难强求事事顺利凡是得心易手；这，称不得上是人生

有时你们

感觉厌倦、感觉愤怒、各种情绪的变化；这是人类都拥有的七情

有时你们

累了垮了病了；那就歇了停了睡了

有时他们

胡闹撒娇捣蛋调皮；是孩子的本性

有时他们

分分离离来来往往兜兜转转；却都相遇在原点

不管何时
我们、你们、他们
其实，微笑就好

2011-10-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

I found that, sometime, it is a bit bored and lonely in the condition of no partner.

The whole afternoon, i walked alone in KLCC. I had walked around the whole complex. I keep walking and walking. Looking around at shirts, Kinokuniya, restaurant etc. Until my legs are sore, and i rest.

I bought subway, and take a sit near the window. I sat gazing out of the window. It is blue and green. The people coming and going. Most of them talking picture. yet, im eating subway at the food court. LoL.

This is the first time, i walked alone in a complex for 3-4 hours. Break my own record. Yea, then i take train to KL sentral and back to Serdang. =)

The day in the tallest tower, which were each constructed with 110 floors. My legs are really sore. @.@

2011-10-01T01:58:00.002+08:00

[I had wrote something about friend as previous post. This time i gonna to post something about someone else. Not purposely want to write it. But it so happened when i done this post.] ------- [...] added after i done the post.

Trial had over. Form 3 students are going to sit for their PMR. It recalls some picture in my mind. Obviously is something about when i was facing PMR two years ago. What was in my mind and how was the feeling? Is it gonna to be same on 14 Nov 2011? I feel worry and afraid when i heard the date. It is about 1 more month left from now. Oh No~``

Seem like everyone is well prepare with their studies and managing their time equally. But how about myself? Hmm.. I still have lots to go. Yea, it is true. and yet i know it is really important for future. So, it is not the time for playing and joking anymore. Be serious and steady! Do not get influence by other things. And the important thing is, be confident with ownself. Believe that i can do it all time.

I feel that always the lucky one. I had been asking for not giving too much pressure on myself all the time especially exam time. They are my seniors. I feel that im the one who always been well treated by those seniors. Especially the badge which 2 years older than me. Im closer than them although there is a age distance.

I was asking for my recent time few days ago by a senior again. She was migrate to Aus. and.. I do miss her sometime. ( In addition of she just gave a comment in the chat box, this make me to have some motion to write about her. LoL)She is the one whom i always admire when i was form 1. I admire her because of she stands at the stage, the emcee for every assembly. I feel that it is proud to stand at the stage. LoL. I felt shock and continued by warming when i saw her post at my wall. It cannot be describe. But, just happy and warm. Thanks.

Not only her. There is few more seniors who always give support and encouragement when i needed. Although it is not as many as a swarm of bees. But the few had influenced me much in my life. I appreciated very much.

No matter how much good character in a story; his/ her action will be appreciated and the good will be pay back at the end. Even though there is only a bad character in the story, he/she will get back what he/she had done.

Good character dont need to be much in my life, you and you and you, had colored my life with brightness and lead me to the correct way.
My life no longer only filled with tone, but also lyric. =)

A random post about the girl and me

2011-09-28T01:29:00.004+08:00

I heart you =)

It is consider late now, and yet Im still here. Initially im study for the physic exam. But i change my mind to face to the computer screen rather than physic book. I am having insomnia these two days. Im not stressing up myself. But just hard to fall on sleep at the night.

Had a short talk with a dear friend. She is sweet. We know each other for 4 years, same class for 2 years. We have a close friendship with each other. I have a long period didnt talk with her, but once we meet, we can talk everything without limit. I can called this is a really true friendship. Im really grateful. Thanks god.

We are basically talking about the past and the thought in our mind. The topic of the discussion is still around 2 years ago. Truly, i have a vivid memories with her. Unforgettable. The day when i accidentally make her cry ; the day where we go for movie ; the day and the days. Although some part of it might be unhappy, but it is memorable for me.

We dont meet each other and chat all the time. We dont go out every holidays. She dont actually know what is happening around me and so happened to me. I dont really know where is her house located. But, sometimes, when i am having insomnia, my brain will suddenly pop out the memory between us. And yet, i really appreciated. From the bottom of the heart, i do care you. Thanks. (of course same to others friends, but this post is mainly talking about a friendship, between the girl and me)

那是最初的美，最真诚的美，打从心里的美。
我要综合这些美，然后储存起来。

分析决定

2011-09-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

不晓得是不是它影响了我。每次想的时候会想特别多。或许更应该用“分析”这个词比较恰当。可是往往就是“分析”得不够仔细、透彻。往往会忽略的一些小细节。在不然就是在分析的过程当中太长，眼前的事物等不及我脑袋的分析，就发生了。事情又是发生得太突然，应变能力不够强往往都是一个致命伤。

就好像你做的东西我不喜欢，自己就很自然的反映出自己不满甚至愤怒。例如摆臭脸、不说话。这是一个人的会给反应。反应了这个动作，再仔细地想一想，自己不应该这样。你是关心我，我知道。可是，是不是长辈就有特惠？为什么长辈不能站在那小的立场想吗?那为什么小的又不能站在长辈的角度想想?

等下,明明是我生气，为什么还要我去替你想你的出发点？但是，当一个人的出发点是为自己好的，为什么自己还是那么孩子气地硬要摆臭脸？然后自己就会想出很多很多理由来支持自己的立场是对的。例如：每次都是我让你，听你的，我要一次自己做决定都不可以。/ 你管我，我那么大个人会自己照顾自己。/ ……

反之，你怎能叫一个母亲忍心不理自己的儿女？我只能说“养女100岁，常忧99”。

就是这样，每次这样的事情，左右脑都会打架。是好事还是坏事？算了，不想了。这是你吗？
这是我。
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所以，连选择生气与否都那么多思绪。人说做人很难，不会就因为人生中有太多不解的决定要做吗？应该不会吧？人怕做决定，因为怕做了错的决定。决定了不气，如果是错的，那就不要再耿耿于怀；决定了生气，如果是错的，那就圆和场面吧。

The Malaysia Day

2011-09-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

I face in front of computer for more than 1 hour. I think to blog something, but i have nothing to write. A week is gone again. 2 more weeks to go. Im having 4 days holidays. The Malaysia Day, weekends and a day of holiday which i set by myself.

Prime Minister has declared to repeal the act. The one which allows detention without trial. The one which my debate team ''boo''. We kept taking the disadvantages and effect at the competition and we get the key to enter the next round and final at the end. It is called ISA. In honesty, it is not suitable to stand this act in our country, and in a modern century. However, it doesn't seem like a good news for citizen. Because there is going to have 2 new laws/ acts to replace ISA. Any different huh? o.O?

I put this into a topic here because i dont have any topic to blog now. But anyway, it shouldnt be a topic here. Im really bored today. Sibling is not at home. House is silent, room is quiet. One is at China and another is at Time Square. Im bored! I cant put myself on the books around. But trial still have 2 more weeks to go. Cant oppose my laziness. Truly.

Anyway, Im going to watch movie later with my mum. Yes, i have a long period didnt step into cinema. At the night. This is a unexpected decision. On the Malaysia Day, we are going to watch Namewee's Nasi Lemak 2.0. LoLx. Im quite excited on this movie. End the day with Nasi Lemak. =)

Nasi Lemak 2.0
Namewee & Karen Kong

One week past

2011-09-09T16:56:00.007+08:00

One week has past, 3 more weeks to go; 4 subjects has done, 8 subjects to go ( included PJK and PSK). =) so far it doesnt look like a hardship, but there are more to be challenge. Have to take it seriously. Put yourself on it, but not scare or hate it. You will do better. Work hard and relax. Dont stress yourself and avoid yourself depress. =) I believe.

Happy Nasional Day

2011-08-31T01:35:00.001+08:00

Recently heard Namewee's new song, Rasa Sayang 2.0 from One fm and 988 fm. My first impression when i listen this song is: wah, since when one fm dare enough to play this song? Brave enough! Bravo! and i heard this song again at 988 fm. Its melody can be easily pop to mind and sing it out although you dont know the lyrics. Haha..

Nasional day does not make me think of the song of Malaysia. But it doesnt mean that im not patriotic kay? My area is quite cheerless. Cannot heard lots of fireworks. (i expect there will be much firework to be.. put out?)

31st August. The last day of August. End it with a public holiday. And have a new start, 1st of September. Basically is also a public holidays. LoL. So, lets move on our life!

This is what pop out in my mind when the clock showed 12.00am ++, 31st of August :

丢电脑，丢外套，丢掉背包，在丢唠叨！

丢掉电视，丢电脑，丢掉大脑，在丢烦恼！

…… …… …… …… …… …… …… ……

一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 ~

我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要 ` 越跳` 越高`

wow, 五月天，够潇洒！ LIKE! XD

2011-08-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

So, holiday start. It is the last school holiday for me in this year. It is better to call this holiday as study week. No much time more! Be Alert!

Well, i enjoyed my first day of holiday in The Garden. No books, no formula but mouth watering food and open minded world. I have my lunch there with sis, her bf and my mum. Spend up almost RM200 there. I cannot remember the name of restaurant. It is all about Taiwan food. Highest floor, in front of moo cow frozen yogurt.

We spend a whole noon there. Walk around The Garden and Mid Valley. Didnt buy much things but only looking around the shop. Have a look at Apple stores and others pc shop. and only Look. no much. lol. Although im interested on it.

It likes a tedious walk, but it is ok for me. At least i got the time with my family. A simple walk and talk. I prefer this way. Simple and nice.

Have tea time at the coffee bean. This is the first time i step in this cafe and taste their drink. Ice blended Hazelnut and Ice Blended Vanilla is fine to me. and its price is fair enough. Since we purchase it by using CIMB credit card, buy one free one. LoL I could not get away from the fact that it is worth it! LoL!

I'm testing the function of check in. XD
I know Im :
~~SALAH!~~

2011-08-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

I had lose some idea to write somethings here recently. and most of the time i got the point on my brain and got the time to blog but i didnt due to laziness, maybe. So im giving myself a task. That is, blog something here. To oppose my laziness.

Everything go smooth these days. Studies, friends, relative relationship etc everything is all right yet. So far so good. Even it might has something goes wrong, but it is still under controlling. No big deal. Im not decide to describe more about it. Because it is no much thing to state.

It gonna to end of August. Hari Raya, national day, school holidays all crash on same week. and after that, im going to sit for my SPM trial.It is no joking, trial is important. yea, i know. It takes almost one month time. It is quite long period. Just got the exam time table, one day for one subject. It is fine.

So, pray hard, study hard, and work hard to achieve and hit the target. Eventually, results will show how much work you had paid. Although, sometimes, i dissent from the previous sentence. But, just have a positive thinking. and Believe.

三天

2011-07-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

你不在的五天，有三天是在外婆那里的。

开始觉得很不习惯，有点陌生。我和外公外婆没有比大姐和他们的感情来的好。可能是我不说少说福建话。而且大姐从小由外婆带大，他们很疼大姐。

放学后呆在那里，其实没有我想象中那么不好。放学后吃午餐，都是粥。午餐后外婆总会准备其他的食物，让我和表弟午餐后享用。凉水、果汁、蛋糕、水果。

我不喜欢吃粥，但是，这三天里，我习惯了，而且慢慢喜欢粥的味道。

我吃很少，但是，三天里，我的食欲渐渐变好。

外婆准备很多东西给我们吃。心里偶尔涌上莫名的感动和感谢。外婆视乎整天都在厨房里忙这个那个。外婆总煮的菜很多，每次都剩下，看了真的很可惜。

第三天，我莫名的不舍得，吃饭时自然地去添饭，总怕没有的再吃外婆煮的饭菜。心想要把握外婆下厨的手艺！

同一个饭桌，她坐我对面，拿着筷子，将菜夹起。我没有注视她，有些交谈。她总是问起大姐，她很疼惜大姐做工吃回家，担心她没有饭吃，还特地准备饭菜给她。晚上回家前，她将面包蛋糕递给我，吩咐我这个那个。

我喜欢上在外婆家的生活。很自在，很悠闲。没有网络先进的设施，也可以很满足。但我更爱我的家庭。我爱我的外婆。感谢有你。

三天的寄住，暖了我的心。

是真心的，不用说出口也可以感觉到；

是真诚的，不用挖心掏肺都能感受到。

Improvement

2011-07-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

Human lives in a group and being a social animal. Communication is important to get someones heart or idea. And no doubt to say that communicate is one way of changing of ideas and flow of information to one and another. Indeed, a conversation can reflect ourselves.

General knowledge also have to get into our mind. Through electrical media, newspaper,network etc. Im not really interested in politic, economic. The world is wide, but Im nobody. Why? Because I still live in my own life with the narrow thinking and the mind that not developed yet. I cannot understand or misunderstood people's wordings or comments on a hot issue like BERSIH or some issue which especially involved in myself.

Nothing is so simple that it cannot be misunderstood. - Freeman Teague, Jr.

I have been talked to my friends recently. Different character, different family background, different issue. And i got multitude of ideas from them randomly. Very random. I appreciate because i got the chance to talk with them and gain experience besides of exchange information. I still have a long way to go through and discover each particular matter.

I cant imagine that a Form 3 students can talk with me about the politic terms ; and cant believe that a teenager can think in detail in a small incident with logicality. They showed their maturity and yet reflect my naivety.

Indeed, many to improve. Lots to learn.

Move On

2011-07-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

It is such a peaceful life that keep going on and moving forward.
I left many things behind and aside.
But, sometimes, there is something couldnt put aside.
And,
The things i put aside is neither not important nor i dont care.
Dont judge, when you dont know.

Well, just move on.

怎么了？

2011-07-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

今天不见得很干净，而且还带来一点喧扰。
社会政治太复杂。

所谓民主, 是指以民为本；所谓多元, 是需要有很多包容与开通才能达到。
民主的社会，是民人为根基，一步一步踏上去，才能更踏实。
多元的国家，会有很多不同差异的想法与意见。

国家到底发生了什么事？为什么还搞到上街示威的情景出现？
警察封路导致多条路段诸塞、发射催泪弹……
这些举动很文明吗？好像不太见得hor? 　（虽然大家都不是在讨论这文不文明）

到底我们怎么了？

ps : 我没有表达支持何方，也没有表达立场。

段落

2011-06-30T17:06:00.001+08:00

事情应该在此告一段落了。

事发之后，校长宣布召开正式周会，以对28/6/2011发生的事情做出解释。学生事务部副校长开篇立论，为大家解释当天发生的悲剧。事情的经过，校方说，他们坦诚地对学生诉说事情真相，并坦然地面对此事件。并为倪同学（死者）进行哀悼。

看见报章上写的与校方说的有点冲突。该怎么去判，归于个人。

但是我本身相信“事实胜于雄辩”，所以事实是怎样……就这样吧。马来西亚没有媒体法读，各位在阅读媒体写的新闻时，更要懂得理智地去分析。最重要，更不能本末倒置。借此校方也不停地告诉大家不要胡乱渲染‘不是’，导致负面的影响与情绪。

可喜的是，在事发后，看见了那份责任、尽责、团结的精神是值得被表扬的。另外，也看见了成熟的表现。事情已过去，倪同学也应该上路去。事情，也该告一段落。可见，这个世界，不会因为没有谁而停留下来。路，还是需要往前走。

遗憾的——跳楼事件

2011-06-28T15:46:00.002+08:00

首宗事件发生，很突然，很讶异。是在做戏吗？没有，这是个事实。
遗憾地，学校发生了学生跳楼事件。看着那个情形，实在难以释怀。

这起事件的发生，实在很意外。当时在现场，也不懂能帮些什么。大概大家都愕了。有哭吗？我没有。看着圣约翰不停地急救，实在要竖起大母指。疑惑的是，圣约翰救了那么久，为什么救伤车还没到？等到他们到时，也是于事无补。盖上了白布，又走了。现场的目击者，都心有余悸吧

看见他的家属，我也惊讶了。他们真的镇定。母亲一旁流泪，父亲与老师了解这场悲剧的发生。这是我想在此表扬他们的勇敢、他们的镇定，与冷静。一度让我不敢相信那是家属。我实在不敢想象…如果那个不是他，是我……… 很touch wood~ Coi Coi Coi~

一整天，案发现场周围都冷冷清清。很安静。就连自己与朋友之间的细声细语，都会觉得大声。一群警察来了又来。我不知道谁是谁。

看着盖上白布的他，真的觉得这是一场梦，甚至是一场戏剧。戏已做完，梦也醒了，你可以醒来了。可是当我意识清醒时，我知道，这是真实的。太真的，真的太真了。任凭风的呼唤，他原封不动。今天看见的这一幕，留在我心中，历历在目。

大家纷纷议论，也够了。
多人未审先判，很不应该。
学校程序怎么走，需要交待。
主流媒体……

现在不是要责怪谁。发生学生跳楼如此不愉快的案件，实在让人心惊胆跳。过去的，也去了，要留的，也留不住。生活，依然要走下去。

祈求忘生者一路好走。

生日快乐

2011-06-26T15:09:00.037+08:00

我需要很坦白地说，假期回来，我真的不知道星期几是几号、日期…虽然已是放假后的两个星期了。但我依然沉淀当中。所以就连今天是六月二十六号我也没有意识到。打开面子书才知道今天是几号。为什么特地提起今天的日期？因为今天是一个人的生日。

虽然如此，我没有发送任何信息给他。*因为我忘记了~ >.<'' 对不起，或许我漠不关心。呜呜…结果晚上赶工。赶着买礼物，然后要送到他家去。但是最后还是没有。因为…我把它归为技术问题吧~ =.=''

由于没有送到他家去，所以利用了那段时间。事实上我真的毫无头绪该如何设计卡片。我差~ >.<'

周杰伦《跨时代》

买了《跨时代》。因为去年的今天你说，你要的礼物是周杰伦的专辑。结果，我还记得的~迟来的《跨时代》，请别介意…赫赫…

结果第二天到学校，朋友才告诉我，这个不是周杰伦的最新专辑咧。最新的是《新时代》，是哦？o.O? 不好意思，我很少追中。但是，你去年告诉我要他的专辑，那是是《跨时代》，所以应该没有买错吧？ >.<'' *借口多多*

生日快乐！

生日快乐，希望你会喜欢。一点小插曲，隔天，我要把礼物交给你弟弟，再叫他转交给你。结果，Teh Ooi、Zlin和我不懂你弟弟读什么班。他们更加不懂你弟弟的样子。我也只是猜罢了。去到你弟弟的班，又不懂他的名字。里面又有老师。结果我们做了一个无知的决定。

我们：老师，请问我可以找人吗？

老师：可以
我们说：哦，我要找他。（指着你弟弟）
老师：可以，可以
我们：可是我们不知道他的名字 =.=||
老师：谁？
我们：那个，那个男子。做坐后面那个 =.=||

够大牌了咯陈丰勇~

2011-06-10T03:11:00.008+08:00

随着年龄的增长，发觉自己的脚步总是冲冲地踏在时间的轨道上。当年觉得时间过得好慢，多希望一天24个小时可以缩短至20个小时。这从来没实现。但，它的确缩短了。从以前睡觉的10个小时直到现在一天只睡6至7个小时。偶尔迟睡，只睡5个小时。很OVER。请问自己，那19、20个小时您在干吗？自己却回答不出。是在毫无目的忙碌，还是在浪费时间？

难得处在谧静的空间，许多回忆若隐若现。思绪翻覆在内，却反映出逆向的动作，避免自己回首过去。是在过去的回忆找不到悸动人心的画面？还是现在的世界太精彩？应该都不是。
嗯，人应该活在当下。过去没有什么能改变。

那是永远回不去昨天；也是永远到不了的明天；确总会遇到结束的今天。

2011-06-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

很难想象，

如果今天有上课，而我，

现在还不睡，会怎样…

Quite hard to imagine that, Im still here now. In front of the blue screen, blogging.

What time would i wake up? In the morning? Or in the afternoon?

世界儿童日

2011-06-01T00:13:00.009+08:00

6月1日已被世界定为世界儿童日。这个世界儿童节是联合国系统规定的一个专属性的世界日。这个儿童日是为了保障孩子，让世界都能关注，重视儿童问题。孩子…

每当看见一些可爱活泼的孩子，脑海里会情不自禁地想起当年的自己。看到比较大胆的孩子，就会想起当年小胆的我。总是静静的，想要的东西也不敢出声要。就算大人问自己，也不敢说要。可是现在的孩子不同，而且胆子很大。

以前的孩子玩什么 guli, 抓小螃蟹，单脚跳 etc. 我没有玩过。单脚跳有。我很喜欢这样的游戏。比起现在，真的。现在的孩子对着 game boy 可以玩上几个小时，越来越少接触大自然。以前孩子看 ultraman, tom & jerry, popeye etc. 看这些的孩子应该是8，90年代的。现在？ Ben 10…

现在的孩子很幸福。是不用质疑的。但是以前的孩子也很幸福。只是两者相较起来，我会觉得以前的孩子在嬉戏的时候很幸福；现在的孩子在物质上的享受很幸福。只是看你从哪里看起，高低的区分而已。只要是孩子，就会幸福。当然我把那些特例除外。我不是排侧还是鄙视。对于那些孩子，我只能说，他们会在心理发展方面胜过他人。不是吗？

小孩很简单，不开心就哭；快乐就开怀大笑。多好？ ——指大众。 吵架？我不要跟你好，隔天就没事。为什么大人不可以？是我小时候的问题。我现在的答案是：因为人长大了，思想也随着复杂了，面对的人事物多了，还要顾周全的眼光。做不好，会被骂；表现差，被看不起… 兜兜转转，最后还是会回到原点——自己。还是觉得这个答案不好。希望突发奇想，有新答案让自己更能说服。

笑得灿烂…孩子~`` =）

2011-05-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

After 3 weeks of exam, everyone became restless. Finally we can put down the huge + heavy burden and get rid of the hard time. Im happy as lark because it is holiday now! Holiday! Holiday! Holidays!

Free my mind. I need rest..

Sleep! Sleep is most important! Lack of sleeping during exam time. =/

Second, PLAY! Play whatever things. As long as at the end of the day has lots of fun and relax.

Going to enjoy this 2 weeks holidays.

2011-05-27T01:04:00.005+08:00

Finally come to the last day of midyear test. I felt exhausted and pressure before & after even during the test. Im in trouble during exam time. Why harh? Students should relax and have a sweet school time right? But then now i am struggling in studies. Why am I suffering now? Why am I now keep complaining this and that? I keep these problems sleep over all the night. * Susah-nya*

and yet, I cant complain anything. This is what i should and what i must do at this moment. At the end of the day, the problems will be settle down. It will. I believed.

I want escape from this place;

dont want to be torture anymore.

I want to run out from this area.. *shout*

Life, should be relax, and deal with it with the way I like.

I will. I will escape from here. One day. I hope.

时间最快是

2011-05-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

不同的人会在不同的情况下觉得时间过得很快。人们会感觉时间过得很快，在于几种情况下。

一，

对象：学生

情况：考试

考试要到了，读书的时间过得特别快，因为总是来不及读完考试的范围。

等到真的读完考试的范围，时间还是过得很快。时间过得最快，就在考场上。因为来不及做完试题。 orz

二，

对象：情侣

情况：两人相处的时候

一对恋人，时间过得特别快，莫过于两个人sweet在一起的时候。特别的一个远距离的恋情。但是不管是远距离还是近距离的恋情，能在一起，就很幸福。谁会嫌幸福多？ orz

三，

对象：做工人士

情况：公共假期

不管是上班族还是打工仔，有公共假期，能够放假，何尝不会好好对待自己，借此享受一番。在家休息，逛街，爬山游水 etc. 就连每个星期天，公共假期，星期一上班还是会有Monday Blues.如此可见，一个星期，一天假期，那里够？时间一 sop~ 又得上班去。　orz

上述可能漏洞百出，以可能现象归缪。纯属观点不同的差池。

Camp commander & soldiers

2011-05-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Mr. Fong said, as a good leader or director, you have to make sure that all your staff understand and able to do it (the command that you sent out). He spent 3 hours for writing 3 pages of words, simple words and present to the staff. He dont use a abstruse word in his writing. It is to make sure that all people can understand his wording within a short period. As he is enormously rich person, every minutes have earn thousand riggit? who knows? Lolx

And he told us a story yesterday. The story start with a leader and an army of soldiers. actually it brings some useful massages to us. But the way he said out the story, it becomes a joke. A cracking joke. Lolx

There is a chinese leader, he has about 500 of soldiers..
As we know, to lead a group is not that easy. Somemore the leader have to lead 500 of soldiers. He must have the ability to do with it.

He wants to choose a person among the soldiers becomes his assistance. And he choose the most stupid soldier as his assistance. Everyone thought his thinking is crazy.

Everytimes when he finish writing the schedule, he will pass it to the assistance and ask him to read. If the assistance not understand, the leader will not blame him. But he changes the word in the schedule. He will change it until the assistance understand. Because, when the most stupid soldier understand what he wrote, meaning that the others 499 person of soldiers will get it too.

''To give a good command that everyone understand and followed is a skill.'' Mr Fong said. and he has the talented and the skill. He is praising himself at the end. Lolx..

As a students, we also need to have the skill. We have to practice and learn it from now on before it is too late. If you cannot instruct what you want to, your soldiers will be die. What Mr, Fong tried to say is, if you unable to give commanded that people understand, you will not be die but your soldiers are dead. and finally you are death. Because, you are the students, and you are the commander. The teacher who marks your paper represent the soldiers. If you give the info wrongly, you soldier will not understand. He or she will be die. Die got blood, blood is red colour. And so,what is red colour stand for?

Yea, you failed.

算了吧

2011-04-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

久违了，上次写的时候既是两个星期前。
不是不想写，而是没有题材

这两个星期做了什么？
还是那么健忘，我想不起。（其实是懒得想起）

我隐约记得，两个星期内我哭了大概两次。
这是我今年内哭了三次。
心情太沉重，有时需要发泄出来。

过了，都过去了
过去的，就让他过去吧。

可是有些事情不是说过去就能过去
反而会因为过去的时间太长，才凸现了它存在的必要性。
它有存在的必要性，但它必然也带来了一些问题 —— 世界上没有十全十美。

但我找不到解决方案。

可我不能因此而原地踏步
时间不停地流逝；地球不停地转动
所以最后也只是可以—— 算了吧

要不然，可以怎样？

Nightmare

2011-04-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

I woke up, turned to pick up my phone naturally.1.30a.m. I stared at the fan that keep moving and moving. I had a nightmare again. Yea,again.. I can heard my heartbeat is increasing. faster and faster. orz

Can't sleep well recently. I could not get any help from my sis. She is sleeping like.. (Should describe nicely) She is sleeping Silently. I picked up the phone and I start a conversation with you. You said i might be always stress up myself. and you said, maybe i think too much. Well,possible. But actually,I have nothing to think off. and i didnt feel any pressure.

Didnt finish my homework today. Im tired and sleepy.. I want to sleep.

No nightmare, again.

不好玩

2011-03-28T01:23:00.001+08:00

小明童年忐忑。三岁时，爸爸告别。记得那天凌晨，睡得朦胧，突然被妈妈叫醒。妈妈那颤抖的声音与坎坷不安的心情对着小明说：‘小明乖，我们去见爸爸，好吗？’小明不反抗。小明自小乖巧。他牵着妈妈冰冷的手，走到主人房去。看着爸爸，听见微小的呼吸声。四周一片宁静，那段时间，仿佛停顿着，只属于他们3个人。

爸爸笑了，小明笑了。
爸爸闭上眼睛，小明看着妈妈问道：妈妈怎么哭了？小明很累，想睡觉了。看！爸爸也睡了。’

他不知道，爸爸不会再醒过来。

爸爸曾经答应小明买部玩具车送给小明。小明当时高兴得蹦蹦跳跳。但是小明不知道，割胶的爸爸妈妈赚来的钱，只负担得起小明的学费和一家三口三餐温饱。小明日夜盼望着玩具车出现在他眼前。

小明有好一段日子没看见爸爸了。但爸爸给他的承诺，小明没有忘记。他期望，有一天放学到家，可以看见一部玩具车在桌上。他很期待，期盼，盼望。
可是他不知道，爸爸永远都无法履行他给小明的承诺。看见小明一天一天的失落。做母亲的，实在不忍心。

自从丈夫逝世，她日夜工作。早上割胶；下午到咖啡店琫咖啡。虽然非常疲惫，但她不曾放弃。为的是赚取金钱交教孩子的学费。她努力地拼。希望有一天能帮丈夫履行对孩子的承诺。

小明四岁生日，妈妈买了一份礼物送小明。小明迫不及待从妈妈手上把礼物接过来。期盼着收到玩具车。礼物到手，小明露出失落的表情。他问妈妈：为什么不是玩具车？爸爸妈妈不是答应过我送我玩具车的吗？这个玩具怎么玩？我不会！不好玩的！’

小明不晓得妈妈实在无法支付一部玩具车的价钱。哪怕只是最小的那部玩具车，都得花上好几块。

母亲很努力的想看见孩子快乐的度过生日，开心的过活。她利用辛辛苦苦存的钱花在孩子的生日礼物身上，却换来孩子的一句：“不好玩”。母亲晓得，但她实在无法支柱玩具车的价格。

小明对于爸爸妈妈无法履行承诺感到非常在意。小明任性了。看见朋友一个个手上拿着玩具车，遥控飞机，更刺激起小明对爸爸妈妈的埋怨。

时钟刚刚过了十二点。小明长大了。今年，他二十七岁。收得非常多来自朋友的祝福语。他的生日，也是妈妈辛苦的日子。他希望，送妈妈积木。

那个，陪伴了他二十四年，“不好玩”的玩具。

他想起了母亲。

孤独寂寞?寂寞寂寞就好

2011-03-25T00:46:00.009+08:00

套Hebe,田馥甄的歌 "寂寞寂寞就好" ..
寂寞寂寞就好.. 谁都别来安慰.. 一个人.. 快疯掉.. 死不了就还好..

寂寞？寂寞？
寂寞 = 一个人? 寂寞 = 孤独？

一个人的时候，是寂寞的。
独处的时候，是寂寞的。
没有伴侣的日子,是寂寞的。

好像有点太悲观。

人往往都不堪寂寞，孤独。因为人是群体的动物。
但是有时候，我们要明白，要理智，我们还是需要面对现实。
既然，都是一个人，那应该做的是：
把其他该做的，可以做的，必须做的事情将寂寞的时间一一填满。
将它填满；全部填满。

我不敢说：寂寞的东西，有后者的陪伴，就肯定不寂寞；但是，也或许，寂寞的时候，有后者的陪伴，就不会显得那么孤单了。

一个人寂寞就好。
我们不应该强“人，事，物”所难，让身边的事物都得配合我们，符合我们的要求。

因此，
一个人的时候，感觉寂寞孤独的时候，
那就请你，好好等待另外一半，来填满自己心灵，或是身心上的寂寞，与孤单吧。

2011-03-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

An 8.9 magnitude earthquake struck off the coast of northern Japan on March 11, (Friday) ..
The massive quake has triggered tsunami ..
High level radiation due to explosion of nuclear plant ..
Thousand people missing .. The number killed had topped to 2,400 ..

What a sad news again.. sigh..

Pray for them ..

---
If.. I'm one of the victim .. I can't really imagine that ..
I love my friend. I love my family.. No doubt..
But
action is louder than words.
am I really take concern to my friends and beloved family?
and appreciate?
I wish I did.

日本8.9震災教我們的事

2011-03-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

昨晚和一个人有个短暂的交谈。我从来没有和他有太多的交谈话题。见到面也不过是一笑而过。或许我在他眼里，是个小小小妹妹，我不在意。因为，他给我的感觉，的确有学哥的风范。任何时候都潇洒自如。

由于之前没有铺下太好的沟通管道，我只好对着功课，不停地做。偶尔努力地搭上他们所交谈的话题中。但是，他和他们的话题，有点深奥，我..不敢搭上去。担心太失礼。

我可以在朋友面前吹水，吹到喷口水；但对于大众，我分分钟都在哑口无声。

我静静地听他与他的交谈，静静地做功课。

突然来自他口中的一句话，说：“moral啊？不要浪费时间啦！”

我不懂得该如何反应。

然后他继续他的话题。

我承认这份功课没有太大的功效，它附上的副作用却有一丁点高。它没有什么帮助，但完成它，我却需要花上好一段时间。但是这毕竟是老师吩咐的功课，身为学生，应该做的。

*我心是这么想着的..

我还是继续做功课。

“不要浪费你的青春啦。你拿那些时间去读bio更好啦！” 不晓得谈到什么，他又对我说。

我笑笑

我依然正在聆听他们的谈话，偶尔搭上他们的话题。心里也在想，它实在有点浪费时间。

我停止手上的功课。看着，听着他们的谈话。我开始抹去心中的胆怯，融入他们的话题中。虽然依然有点收着收着不敢说，但比之前好很多了。

谈话中，虽然没有谈及什么人生大道理，静思语录。但是，我可以意识到，他是一个有脑，聪颖的人。换句话说，他是非凡的人。无论如何，他的确在我面前显现出他的智慧与态度。

他拥有的智慧让我无法自拔；他的逻辑思考令我五体投地。

我羡慕。我就是那么容易羡慕他人。

或许他在背后付出了无数的努力，才能换来我如今看到的成果。

但是，有谁会理会你背后到底付出了多少的努力？

除非你是周杰伦还是蔡依林，要不然有谁会真正去探讨你的深入旅程？

时间快转

2011-02-27T03:06:00.001+08:00

太快，一切都太快
街道上,人来人往,
人群中，或许不会有人发现你的存在；也或许，不会有人发现你默默地离开。
因为时间太快，真的很快
时间一分一秒，嘀嗒嘀嗒地
叮咛自己还有太多太多的事情没有完成。
感叹时间流逝得那么快，就那么快
快得让人追它
追到喘不过气，
追得让人发疯，
追得让我很累。

停下来？暂停追逐的游戏？可笑
这个游戏打从出世的那刻起，就非开始不可
它没有Pause，
没有Backward，
可是它有Limit。
我们不会知道我们有的期限。
在不知道期限的情况下，
有人选择一天拖一天；有人把今天当“最后一天”。

岁月催人老，
从
幼苗，变成树木；
让我们看到一个孩子勇敢的站起来，在他跌倒以后。
从
无知，变得懂事；
让我们看清世界，
这个世界的面貌。
从
天亮，直到黑夜。
使到我们后悔当初，因为一切太迟。

到底，
是时间控制我们？
还是我们控制时间?

2011-02-12T11:58:00.002+08:00

对于高标准的你，我不是最好的。

追求你的标准，感慨时间伧促。

没有完美，唯有追求更好。

因此表现最好的自己。

就算你打叉我，

我已经是最好的我。

问题

2011-02-11T23:57:00.003+08:00

我有问题。

面对问题。

遇见问题。

解决问题。

还有问题，

自己就是一个问题！

真是多多问题！

新年快乐

2011-02-06T23:24:00.003+08:00

yea~
红包利是，赌博赢钱，长辈贺礼，为我的初四画上美好的句点。
明天，开学大吉啊！
冲啊~···

恭喜新年发大财，

红包利是拿到笑，

合家岁岁都平安，

兔气扬眉过好年！

下雨

2011-02-01T03:02:00.003+08:00

下雨下雨下雨，南马又水灾了咯；雨纷纷，雨纷纷，天气又变冷了咯！

新年快到了，但天不作美，连续几天都下雨。南马开始发生水灾了！听闻可能会比2006年的水灾更严重。

*够力，天气恶化了。 *

再过一天就大年初一了。平时快到新年时天气都热到不行，但今年一直下雨。搞得天气好冷~近来真的缺乏新年的气氛。年廿九了啦，总觉得很缺乏新年的气息。

是随着我们年龄的增长，觉得自己已经过了十多年的新年而觉得腻了;还是现在的人庆祝农历新年的确没有以前来得热闹啊？

我家乡就在这里，对，这里，我出生的地方。所以不需要老早准备回家乡，还有面对长长的车龙。我没有所谓回家乡的经验，在这里，我常会拜访亲戚朋友。
是好事否？

我随时随地都可以看见我亲爱的外公外婆，其一。
我不需要花一段长时间，还要塞在车龙里面，浪费时间，其二。
相反，我从来没有体会到那种‘回家乡’的感觉。甚至不懂什么的家乡。Kampung。
我没有在乡村里奔跑嬉戏的经验。
我很balia。

农历新年，一家大小庆团圆。对啦，我们会捞‘鱼生’，吃团圆饭，小赌为财。
重点，
对我而言，农历新年是一个让我不劳而获的日子。无需做工，无需奔泼，无需劳累就有红包利是进口袋。简直就是天降财富啊~

虽然如此，我会一年比一年更珍惜这个佳节。毕竟，一年才有那么一次。

我依旧喜欢当年新年的气息。

祈求天赐从人愿，不要再下雨了。

Happy Birthday

2011-01-28T19:30:00.001+08:00

I Like This Cake Muchh..Got 金元宝&桃花 somemore..
From My sis's bf.

Pn Hartini said：Cikgu Yang Buat Cake Ini.. =/

Fruit Cake.4B students Yang Beli cake Ini .

Chocolate Cake.From 4B students/2010 also.

And this..I Miss the taste now>.<''
Thanks Kakix..

Thank you my friends take time for my birthday celebration.
I appreciated..

Phone msg ring tone start ringing after 12a.m.

Received lots of birthday wishes at FB.
Received lots of presents in school.

I appreciated..

I felt happy in the deep heart.

Thank you.

Come to another stage of my life

2011-01-27T15:54:00.001+08:00

Im 17 today.
Happy Birthday..
I did not expect too much, but i do have high expectations.. lolx..

Birthday.It is a very important day?
Before 27/1/11,i would say Yes.
But, think in depth. It just showed that im getting elder and elder.

oh oh!

2011-01-20T02:14:00.000+08:00

Oh oH! Thaipusam! Its a public holiday again.. One of the reason I love tanah tumpahnya..because here have lots of holidays.. It is great,aren't? *At least I do have some reason to give myself a break..or..Okay,Im lazy. =P

Since tomorrow is a holiday,no school. I be a night owl again. I felt late of the night is fantastic! Quiet,Silent,Peace. I can do anything i like.

Not decide to go anywhere. Since it is a holiday,just relax at home. Just let the brain have a rest.=D

Life is that simple! ^.^

何时的life

2011-01-14T20:50:00.001+08:00

曾经何时，我会为了一点小事伤害大脑细胞；也会因为疲惫，败给了懒惰；更因失败而失去自我。

曾在何时，每天早上起身，可以傻傻地对镜子一笑；面对自己不喜欢的事，可以乐观面对；看着繁多的功课，还会觉得幸福。

曾几何时，我的想法开始很正面。
这不会是只闪亮一次的光芒，也不会磨灭就此。

因为,
这样的心态,不仅让人觉得人生真的很愉快！=)

School Life

2011-01-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

1st week of 2011 and 1st week for my Form5 life..

I'm not in the situation yet..my class is silent..everything is freeze..zZz..

Everyone is shy to talk,i guess.

But,
how could i stay in the class? I doze off most of the time in class.Terrible! =/

I wonder,is this Form 5 life? o.O?

1 more day to go..

2010-12-30T16:40:00.001+08:00

our prime minister declared that tomorrow,31/12/2010 as a public holidays by the reason our Malaysia Football Team won in AFF Suzuki Cup after 14 years..@.@ *gam dou dak?*(read in Cantonese)
well,it might be a very good end of 2010 for those staff.. aren't? =)

2011 is coming after 31 hours..
i should start to plan my work in 2011 year..
i have learned a lot in 2010..i missed 2010..=(
it gave me much unforgettable memories.no mater sad or happy memories.i appreciate..

three days later,school re-open.but i'm still in the holidays mood..i wish the time pass slowly and slowly now.=( i miss the happy hours with friends.no worry, no stress, no pressure. have fun together, fight for the competition, pursuit for our dream. that would be the best memories in my deep heart!

a very big challenge that i have to face coming the year..it is SPM..please,i wish i can face it smoothly..=/ i wish, i pray. i know 2011 would be a very tough year for me..but i will fight for it!no matter how tough it is,my life have to go on.. Learning is a process of growing.and in chinese we said:年年难过,年年过..=)

make a advertise here..

赶快去买张988兔气扬眉过好年,再许个愿过好年,让你幸福满满唷~

My Christmas

2010-12-27T19:04:00.001+08:00

冲冲忙忙地亲手做了圣诞卡
冲冲忙忙地寄出去
冲冲忙忙地拍下，下载到FB去
结果是：

For dear KangZi & WeiLing

For Dear Yi Hui

For Dear Jun Min*he ask me to do for him=.=''

And the last,Kakixx Gang

只是很单纯，单纯地想让你们有个惊喜，让你们开心=)

生活旅程就是这样，有时会有惊喜。。

结束

2010-12-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

精辩终于结束了..
意味着我的假期也快结束了..
时间过的太快,快得让我追得有点辛苦..

话说在这短短4天的比赛时间里,真的很惊讶..

育华辩论队竟然在2010,第三届精英杯全国中学华语辩论赛中得到季军..

我自己都感觉惊叹~``
但我是内疚的,因为我并没有付出的太多..
在接下来的几场我都没上场,去了槟城..哎~``真的很抱歉!

我并没有太大的进步..
我不长进,也算没有好好努力..就连学弟学妹的逻辑思想都比我好多了..
我实在太差劲了!
我还有待加强..而且还有很大很远的旅程要继续..=/

我赶到HELP时,只能看决赛的最后一场循环赛..
特地赶到,为他们打气..
感觉队友的样子都很累了 =(
对于我的离去,无法上场,真的很抱歉
你们都做得很棒!

再次高兴的是,我又遇见某人啦!
对,就是陈奕卉!
在走廊上遇见她..
在我不清楚自己是否有看错人的那一刹那..
突然听见有个人叫我美青..
嘿,的确是她~``超开心的...回了一个微笑~``
不好意思走到她面前和他聊几句..

成绩要等闭幕典礼时才宣布..
搞得大家都很紧张的..
HELP的校长好幽默哦..
他告诉我们他也是个很好的辩论员..
在他结婚以后~`` ..... 哈哈..
而且校长很爱拍照~`` XD

奕卉宣布季殿军时,让我们心惊胆跳~``
2-3.....4-1.....1-4.....
连自己也没来得及算分数..
奕卉就说,加影育华以8比7险胜~`` wow..
两个字,开心~`` =D

上台领奖..
奕卉问我们,以一票险胜有没有很险.. LOL
奕卉说了一句..让我突然惊吓..
''想在这里说一下,站在最左手边的,美青,她是我们988校园DJ''
"不是偏心哦,是要帮公司打广告'' LOL
奕卉超...可爱~`` =)

最后和奕卉拍了一张~~OVER~~的照..=.=''
很~~SALAH~~~`` =P

精辩--季军

育华辩论队+家赋+李治(司仪)

988校园DJ培训营

2010-12-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

我回来了，从988校园DJ培训营回来了。
我很开心，真的有太多的欢乐~``
在新纪元的3天，是个很美好的回忆。。

报道的时候，是有点闷。。都不懂要说什么。。
大家有很害羞那样的。
我被分到第6组和mok分开了~`` =(
可是后来，在第六组的日子令我难忘。

第六组-巴嘴巴。
大家长-潘昭全&戴淑盈
组员-致情，佩历，怡文，嵩信，Amanda,俊文，汶静，美青（我）

3天里面，真的收益不浅。。
有很多988电台的DJ都来到为我们讲课。
May 子,欣仪，KK，秋月，小马，阿晨，阿健，盈盈，彪民,还有广告的和广播剧。。
奕卉和Nick主持~``
宇珩来到参与我们的pillow party..
有够Fun的~``

游戏站只输一场，叶家妃！！
但是我们在第一天就拿到全场最好的组，晚餐还有加菜。。
*很饱。。我们不要赢了~`` =（
痛苦的是晚上我很难入眠..

第二天都在积极地上课。。
最Fun的是May子的课。
因为Nick扮JJ林俊杰 ; 奕卉扮瑶瑶。。
超搞笑的！！
我和汶静做他们的主持。。
情况是记者会。。Lolx..
我们一直笑。真的很好玩。
更开心的事，我们的大家长称赞我们，觉得我们最得最好！
*有被肯定哦！*
因为大家长不能帮忙~``
May子也有给不错的评语~`` =D

傍晚我们还有机会去录音..
很新的体验哦~``
录广播剧和Promo..=D
我们的组一下就完成任务啦!

晚上有宇珩!耶!开心+兴奋哦~``
她唱life?!时大家都很high~``
还有<今晚最night听>的节目。。
每组有个人有机会写封信给想给的人..
还有宇珩伴奏..

晚上一直被毛毛赶去睡觉~`` =/
我很坏,还一直顶撞他..呵呵呵..
又过一天啦！

第三天，最后一天。..
大家都在筹备要做live的节目..
早点UP,新闻播报和排行榜(艺人访问)
嗯,我和一个拍党,汶静负责艺人访问..
访问谁?卢广仲.. =.=''
冷掉..我不太了解..
还好有淑盈姐姐的帮忙..
当天也被我和汶静发现'卢广仲'..
其实我们有私下彩排...lolx..
有够帅的卢广仲令我和汶静乱笑..

接着每组有机会上台讲感言..
又是我和汶静啦~``哈哈..
真是最佳拍档!
我们的招牌:''我们不是小孩,我们是冠军!'' XD
我们说了这句,大家长就在后面画圈圈.. >.<''
而且没有笑点..结果唱了988,最好听的歌,才挽回场面..
谢谢奕卉的称赞哦!!

成果发表会开始时,我和汶静依然在癫的状态..
我们还可以记得活动组教的舞蹈..
旁边,旁边,旁边..旁边,前面,旁边,后面...Lolx..
无疑看到''卢广仲''在另一端..
谢谢他给了我一个安定手势..
我们要加油!!

上台了,汶静说要握手..
结果我们和''卢广仲''握了台下有人笑..o.O''
问的问题有在彩排时问到..
只是加了有想过和王祖蓝合作没有..
结果被萍姐质问..Lolx..
真的很好玩!
汶静,give me five!

我们的组给评审有亮到的感觉~``yes!!
最后我们还是拿下了最优秀的组啦!
结束时奕卉和Nick要集合我们..
和988的DJ做联线..=D

感谢我的组员..大家长..
汶静,我们不是小孩,我们是冠军..

第6组,巴嘴巴

冥冥中

2010-12-09T01:24:00.001+08:00

假期中的生活中,我反复思想.
4年的中学生涯,
好是我做过,错的我不放过..
好和坏就那么简单,
也不过是一黑一百那样罢了..
可是往往就在对错与好坏之间做错选择,因此遗憾一生..

我曾忽视很多东西,
错过很多机会..
直到我遇见一个人,他说,
其实,我们应该把今天是我们生命的终结,
那么你就会更加要去把握当下..
当时我是觉得他怎么会如此的荒谬!!

可是最后,我知晓了..
我要常常告诉自己,
今天的时间很冲忙,
我的生命是短暂..
机会只有一次,
我更要把握当下..

虽然常把一些事情看得太大太高,
但现在的我看回去,
其实它不仅仅是件微不足道的事情..

有时候我们的眼光会放得很高很高,

其实我们更需要把眼光放得更遥远..

Sunway

2010-12-04T22:51:00.024+08:00

sleep late yesterday and i woke up late today..>.<
mum didnt cook..because sister dont want eat at home.. o.0
and she ask me what to eat..
i have no idea..
and i answered dont know..

suddenly think of eat Sakae sushi..

r a m d o m huh?

and they agree.. =D
my first time have lunch at Sakae Sushi,Sunway..
wohoo~``nice..

lots sushi there..nice man..
there is a 'Christmas Tree' sushi eh..
i like it much..
the chef is creative eh.. =D

pay at RM110 ++ for 6 person..wow..
Sushi King is cheaper ehh..
but there is nicer..

*maybe this is the first time i went there..

after lunch just shopping there..
but i brought nothing..
because sister and her bf + mum were talking about diamond at Diamond Platinum..
sweat nia..nothing to do there..

but i enjoy the day..

Saturday Rock!!

**ramdom** =.=''

..Christmas Tree Sushi..

..I love Christmas..

..Outside View..

End Saturday..

蒲公英好勇敢

2010-12-02T01:12:00.006+08:00

...蒲公英的勇敢...

我的稿又被ban了,当时真的有够不愉快的...
因为做了又废,做了又废~``
从做了3次了..换了又换..
我不愉快之余,更重要的是要表达的论点,我没有信心..这是重点..
怎么了?当时想要辩论的声势却没有了?
不可以,我一定不能这样软落下来..
因为再跨越自己一点点,我就可以离羡慕的"帅气"更靠近一点点..

我记得的..

终于,
我再次完成第3份稿了..
再慢慢建立起我应该有的信心
是,我应该勇敢地去面对

相信自己,当天,我一定会表现,最好的我...

._._._._._._._.._._._._._._._.._._._._._._._.._._._._._._._.._._._._._._._.

夜深了,我想起谁...

那个谁,我好久没见了..

那个谁,
是我..
你还记得我吗?

因为我想起你了..

若消息没错,再过不久,你就订婚去了吧?

此时看见这个消息,我顿了...

想怪自己,为何那是遇见你,却没有抓紧机会跑上前去..

我真的好久没见到你了..

曾经不喜欢你,可是,到头来,

你,依然是我心目中,那个很好的那个你..

现在的我,

好想大步地往前冲....

冲到你的面前,给你一个大大的拥抱..

想对你说声,
我爱你,我祝福你~``

我想像蒲公英一样,那么地坚强..
不知道,
我可以吗?

最近，全世界都很忙

2010-11-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

最近，世界都好像很忙碌，各有各忙.
你忙你的，他忙他的，我忙我的..
有种“你我不相干涉”的感觉...

还是一样，筹备着接下来的比赛.
虽然不容易，但是不想让自己后悔..

我会在忙碌的过程中，好好享受。　

Kang Qi Big Day!!

2010-11-21T19:52:00.001+08:00

Kang Qi jie,lend me your pretty photo here ar~``hahaha..

My Dear Kang Qi jie..

21Nov,your big day..
not yet wishing you..
because going to be the special one..
be the last people wish you XD
Wait Me Wait Me..
wait for my wish!
don't sleep so early~`` =D

don't know what to say to you..
seem like every year same =.=''

haha..

happy birthday lar~`` shapo~ >.<
muackzz~

第十二届书香国际中文书展

2010-11-20T19:41:00.001+08:00

去了第十二届书香国际中文书展
先去到副舞台，远远看到了一个熟悉的人
她像宇珩，但又不敢确定是不是她
直到试麦克风时的声音才确定是她。
时间还早，三点才开始，当时才两点多
本来想直接在那里等的，突然听到《路过的新娘》
自然反应，寻找林宇中。 lolx..
看到他了~他在主舞台..
人多，只好远远的眺望他

不久，还是去了副舞台，准备支持宇珩
他的新歌988电台一直播
很不错哦。
上次teen fest 本来想去看她的，可惜我缺席了
所以这次一定要好好支持她一下

我，家家，Teh ooi 就站在正中间
*我恨低调的！*
和她的距离不会算很远,其实满近的
发现她很瘦也~ o.O
她的歌都很不错
RM30,附送海报
当场还有卖阿管老师的书
还有988DJ,May子主持音乐耍Live..

就这么近的距离,听着她自弹自唱
^V^

节目结束后,去到嘉阳那里那书卷~``
一个工作人员带着我去secret recipe.. o.O
拿书卷之余还能和作者交流的喔~
不错eh...

嗯,这次书展收获满多的嘛
收的不是书,而是很多的'第一次'
第一次去书展,能远远地眺望林宇中.*帅!*
第一次去书展,看May子主持现场<音乐耍Live>
第一次去书展追星,宇珩
第一次现场看见宇珩 *我喜欢*
第一次可以和本地作家,杨志成和工作人员交流
收获满满哦!哈哈哈~`` 癫了

林宇中

宇珩 at 音乐耍live

^ 宇珩 ^

宇珩 & 家

宇珩 & Me

Me & Jia Jia

Me & Hong Young

Jia , May子 , Me

〈我不是人〉，〈十英里〉

杨志成&me

^v^

A fact

2010-11-19T00:45:00.001+08:00

seriously im in a down mood now..
i felt im bad in attitude..
i shouldnt think like that..
but im really scare..
i know for sure i will stress up myself..
but i cant change anything..
it is a fact..
A Fact..
that i could not change it..
just like those law that we learned in physic..
it is always true..
it is not prinsip..
it is a fact,a true..
a thing that i cannot challenge..
no doubt,i have to accept it..
but it make me unhappy..
why?
i dont like~``

2010-11-17T20:57:00.001+08:00

沉醉在安静的假期中
早早起，做这个做那个，不想让自己的假期那么无聊和单调地度过
心血来潮，把头发给剪了
再见，我的长发

把头发剪了以后，突然觉得不想见人~``>.<

听电台的时候听见这个星期六，
宇恒会去到TheMines的书展也~
我想去!我想去!lolx..
我会去的！

HOlidays!!!

2010-11-12T17:53:00.001+08:00

Holiday! Holiday! Holidays is coming!!
wohoo~``
excited eh~``

went to school again,although there is no much students..
play games in the class..i like to play 'Bullshit'..lolx..
and now i just learn how to solve Rubik cube..>.<''
4B is nice..i love this class much..=)

went to mid TeenFest at night..
want to see 龙文敏，李欣仪 them。。。for debate..lolx..
but 龙文敏 is absent!!arggzz..sad lar..
but it is really funny..i enjoy it much~`` ^.^

精辨推荐礼~``《美，真得很麻烦》

Happy Birthday t0 zLin

2010-11-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

1st,wish ng monkey a happy birthday..
i can't celebrate his birthday today..
but i had bought something for him..
the present look like him =D
yes,is a monkey~
they look alike,right? =D

take this picture at station One(02/11)~


here..the monkey present..

look alike..right??=D

Happy Birthday Ng monkey~ ^v^
Thanks for your care and help..
Im glad that we are same species->monkey.that we can communicate all the time.
Appreciate....

Ng Monkey:

-All The Best
-Happy Always
-Aa Aa Ee Ee Wu Wu A~`` (monkey language)
=)

Happy Halloween!~``

2010-10-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween~``
Just go Google for searching somethings..
I found some funny picture~
Share here =)

Argg..Run!Run!Run!!!~

Huh??!!

Hhmmm..What a nice sweet~yummy!

Oh my gosh!


scooby doo be doo~`` Happy Halloween~``

答案

2010-10-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

你来了，我走了

你追了上来
看着你迷乱的眼神
你带着期待得到援助的心态
对我说：我该怎么办？

我回答：
我会帮你，

但我不会直接给你答案，而是要你自己去找答案。

心理测验

2010-10-30T17:04:00.001+08:00

刚刚在一个人的部落格里看到了一个心理测验，一时好奇就玩一玩。
那个测验是这样的：
一起玩一玩吧!

用“我，桥，白兔，钥匙”四样东西连接成有故事性的句子。
听说这个游戏可以看到自己的潜意识在想什么，要什么，还有真个性。

Use these 4 words “I, BRIDGE,RABBIT, KEY” to make a short story
and to test what you want and what you think of in your subconscious mind.

看了测验之后，脑海我想到了:
我过桥，看见一只白兔，它正咬着钥匙，走向我的方向，拿给我。

你的呢？
How about You?

分析结果出来 ,
看到自己潜意识的答案 --->

I = Yourself
Rabbit = Your life partner
Bridge = Current & future life
Key = Wealth

lolx~ XD

我的白兔呢？ =D

2010-10-29T15:59:00.001+08:00

终于，一个星期又过去了。一个星期的考试，就这样地过去，时间过得真的很快。我很期待，期待我的假期。我觉得它应该会很充实，不像以往那么单调。照理来说，我没有假期，因为一样要回去学校～练习东，练习西，受训练，好让自己的生活过得充实一些。=)

就这样，两个星期的考试就匆匆地过去。基本上不应该称考试，因为大家都有考试提示，有的甚至有份完整的考卷纸。 @.@

考试，我迟睡。破了自己的记录，我前几天，２点睡。昨天，３点都还没睡。越读越精神。我不敢闭上眼睛背方程式，因为我怕自己把眼睛闭上了，我就睡着了。(-_-) zZz

终于，今天来到了星期五。不管了，今天，９８８的＜日日是好日＞是＇口头禅日＇;但是，对于我，今天，是我的睡觉日！=P

2010-10-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

yea..

exam for 1 month time.

start tomorrow..

seriously i wasted my time today.

i did nothing..

and i don't know what is going on..

i wish myself.

by crossing my fingers tight and deeply.

for tomorrow.

and the coming days.

The Moon

2010-10-17T03:38:00.005+08:00

final is coming..

two more days..

i felt i have no confidence with myself..

really terrible..i live under a full of pressure and stress nowadays..

life is not easy.i know.but i make it hard..

have a long chatting with Ng monkey..

his words comfort me a lot.

thanks.

i saw the moon..

just outside the window..

it is yellow-orange colour.

i turned my gaze to the moon..

just a moment,it disappears..

i get shocked..

a few moment ago,it just outside the window.

suddenly,it disappeared.

i get a lesson from the moon.

it tell me that not every time i can get the opportunity..

but once i get it,i must hold it tightly.

otherwise,
i will lost it.

the moon.i get a lesson from it.

it disappears.no more moon outside.

a dark night.alone night.

i wish to see it appear again.

but it didn't.

2010-10-11T03:25:00.005+08:00

你有一双会笑的眼睛
每次都给我哄着
在我需要的时候

你有一个伶俐的嘴巴
不停畅谈着
让我看见黑夜慢慢地过去

你有一双安静的耳朵
静静地听着
一篇又一篇不同旋律的故事

你有一对厚实的双手
看见我跌倒的时候
抓着我让我感觉温馨

...在你需要的时候....
...在眼泪还没将水瓶装满的时候...

`~你何能,让我们换一换角色呢？~`

10.10.10

2010-10-10T23:38:00.001+08:00

lots of people might say,today is a very special day.
but i saw somethings worte by Yu Dan Jun.
she said that

‎101010这么特别的日子…对我来说也不见得特别… haha..

is there any very special?

beside of '101010'..ten ten ten..

therefore,in next year..

the special day fall on 11 Nov -> '111111'?

haha..

读不懂的水瓶~

2010-10-03T21:56:00.007+08:00

我今天很惊奇。
我收到一个人的信息。
没有名字，没有暗示。
只写下几个字问我，你什么班？

我晓得，不太对劲

我不懂你会不会看见这篇文章。
但我想说：

你带我很多欢笑
我不想看见你有事却静静地在那里
我晓得你有东西隐瞒
我也知道无论怎么cheok你说，你都很难会告诉我

我看得出你，
但我该怎样，
才能读懂你的想法?

再大的事，你会说，
不用怕，我在你身边。
再不开心，你会说，
不要哭了，*敲你的头！
再多无奈，你会说，
有什么是要说出来，
不要收着。

我们都在同一个队伍里，就在那里。
当你想到我的时候，我就在那里。
不想走开，也不会走开。

我也一样会在你身边.

太多话

2010-09-26T22:15:00.001+08:00

我有太多的话想说，多得自己都不懂该何说起

我有太多的话想说，话多得快把自己淹没

我有太多的话想说，但却想在脑中口难开

我有太多的话想说，可我没有把它说出来

我有太多的话想说，

最终我是否得到解脱？

^v^

2010-09-15T16:23:00.000+08:00

鼻涕不断地流着，哈湫不断地打~
好久没有那样的感觉了。。

一天比一天更迟睡，假期里，我很糟糕
星期三了，假期只剩下4天
功课依然堆着，摆放在那里，动也没动

等下还得上补习班，我的脑袋依然空白一片

请问我什么时候，才能随时把握好时光呢？

給君的，生日快樂

2010-09-09T00:30:00.001+08:00

特別的一天，08。09。2010

君的生日，我的朋友。

我們認識不久，同班兩年，感情不錯

多數有什麽事我也會告訴她

親愛的她，直到的事情決不少

雖然今年不同班，我倆的課細也不同

但是我一樣地，有什麽事都會找她談

他是個知心的朋友。

曾經看見她哭過一次，當時的我感覺好愧疚

謝謝有這個朋友。一個真心的朋友。

君，祝你生日快樂。

天天開心，保持你那甜美笑容

願我和你的友誼，細水長流

因爲我需要你，這個朋友，魚蛋 =D

假期中的旅程...星期二...

2010-09-08T01:02:00.003+08:00

假期的第一個星期，星期二

感覺好像有點納悶。其實假期裏其實並沒有什麽事能做。有點單調。
然而，情緒又有點被感染。心情沒有很好。
甚至有點感覺不愉快。
不愉快因爲什麽？我也不懂怎麽說。
怎麽我心中想邀傾訴的對象，都不在？ *扁嘴...
手機裏的信息.存有很多你的信息,原來還在,怎麽我忘了.
看這一封封信息,我怎麽忘了我和你有這樣的對話和話題.
刪除了許多,但依然還有.
刪除了信息,並不代表刪除了你.
我的生命,不能重來;我的過去,使我心灰意冷.

深夜了,怎麽都在emo?

怎麽辦?情緒又再次被干擾了.

怎麽再一次,我...

好久沒有在深夜了,還在這裡寫部落.
gorgor,我又想起你了.
jiejie,我又想起你了.
我怎麽了?

放假啦!

2010-09-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

放假啦！一个星期的考试过去，迎接假期的到来。考完试了，熬夜也熬过了。考试的第二天过去，就开始对自己松懈。每个人都那着一本本厚厚的化学参考书，我却拿着几张纸大天下。考数学前，我看了笔记，再看看四处。我不会数学，但我还是放肆了。去teh ooi班，打扰她和家家。然后从楼上走下楼下；再从楼下走上楼上。反反复复了好几次。为免也太悠闲了吧？老实说，考试的心情，已逐渐消失。只想要好好地休息一番。

接下来两个星期的假期，需要好好规划。有哪里可以去？有什么可以做？嘿，的确需要好好规划，要不然就浪费了宝贵的假期。听闻９８８电台，第五届海外华文书市又来了。９月４日至九月１２日。我想去。

假期了，是时候松懈自己了。要好好养神，补回之前失去的。

我很开心，因为放假了。就算不愉快的，都要在这个假期了好好抹去。我要开始为我的假期起程，开创更充实的假期。

``看不见完美，怎么去实现完美？那么只要看见完美，就能做到完美吗？`` <一切完美>

无事不登三宝殿

2010-08-08T17:58:00.003+08:00

今天，我爬山下水，找上了一个人

告诉他，近来的我

想找个精神寄托、需要一个大肚量

因为心中有恶魔

还是那样，根本没有改变

总是像个孩子那样的思想，那样的孩子气

他要我努力熬过去，因为过阵子，就不会那样

还说：孩子气也有过期的时候。

他努力安抚我，给我一个很温馨的拥抱

叫我别哭了出来

但我还是感动了＂一下＂，眼泪划过脸颊
他笑着和我开玩笑，感动＂一下＂而已？

我和他笑了
因为我和他都知道＂这是水瓶的特征＂

要是有什么事，我都来到这个三宝殿

因为我知道

至少可以借到一双耳

正是我需要的

JULY end

2010-07-31T17:57:00.004+08:00

just back from school..whoa~going to be crazy..

Times flows fast. Just a blink of eyes，it comes to the last day of July.There was just a simple day life for this months. Cant remember what had happen.
I told my friends, sometimes,i feel im the lucky one;but sometimes,i feel helpless. I learned. I should always think of the positive and negative side. And i did it. But, i still cannot control my emotion properly. In fact im not rational and not enough mature.i always have these problems.

August is coming. I think it will be a quite busy and challenge month. And at the same time,monthly test is coming. There might be a intensive debate practice in this month also.

hermm..telling myself..Not A Big Duel Eh!

真心的朋友

2010-07-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

感谢有你这个朋友。我很庆幸。你这朋友让我懂得很多很多事。

从你身上，我学到很多。谢谢你这个真心的朋友。

至少你是为我好，而不是为了讨好我，才说我的好话。

谢谢你让我知道，我不知道的事。

感谢有你。
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原来，真心说出的话，很容易，很简单，就能感动一个人。

谢谢把我带走

2010-07-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

一大清早，大家在上周会。

我不在礼堂，去了别边。
本来在谈一些事，却被问了好多莫明的问题。
我不会答，不懂怎么回答。

感谢孟奇，带我逃离。
把我带走。
从koperasi那一座楼，带我跑上bilik kuliah。
像似穿越时光隧道，去到另一个世界
很好玩 ^^

thanks ng monkey!

放肆的一堂课

2010-07-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

老师说了一个故事给我们听：

有一个人
他是位牧师。
他很诚心，天天为来到教堂的人祈祷和讲课。

有一个人
他是的士司机。
他天天和醉酒，酒后驾驶，还撞死了许多无辜的人。

有一天，这两个人，都死了。

的士司机上了天堂；诚心的牧师却下了地狱

牧师感到很奇怪，问上帝：我天天都诚心诚意地为来到教堂的人说教。诚心诚意的祈祷。为什么换来的是我下地狱，而是的司机上天堂。
上帝回答说：当你在说教时，下面的人都在打磕睡；而当乘客在的士司机载送的路途，他们都为他祈祷。

老师希望我们听了，都会在她的课专心些。她说，她不想下地狱。

今天，我竟然放肆。我在课堂上，睡着了。虽然只是短短的两三分钟，但，我还是放肆了。

想说：对不起。

我忘了

2010-07-04T16:19:00.001+08:00

以前，总是有你陪我渡过每一个夜
但如今却轮到星星值班，陪我渡过这漫长的夜晚
窗外下着细细小雨
一抹凉风向我吹来
心中的你那模样，怎么渐渐模糊？

是那细雨抹去了你的模样？
还是那凉风，凉了我的心？

是何时？
我忘了
记忆零片碎乱
想不起

一片黑暗

曾经何时的快乐时光
我忘了

我都忘了
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

忘了微笑的我哭了。。

2010-06-30T17:45:00.001+08:00

雨似呼有点急躁，滴答落下。

把我的脸上涂鸦了。

还把我的心情画得乱七八糟。

我没有哭.

只是天空仿佛看懂我的心，一滴一滴的雨水渗透了我的心。

开学了

2010-06-21T17:32:00.003+08:00

开学了，一如往常。我有大失所望。使我自己的问题。很多人问我是不是昨晚没睡觉，还是没睡好。嗯，是我睡不着啦！很辛苦才睡下去。静问了个更可爱的问题，你眼睛好像有点肿，你哭是吗?... ''' Hmm..首先，和琪小姐说声不好意思，每回你信息，电话没钱啦！>.<

Pn.kong找我，问我名字班级。说，明天就可以继续打data进电脑。我还不会，什么都不懂。明天就要前辈教我了=.= karen找我，她说，要换papan了。要贴新的ajk list.还有还有，到时国庆日也要换。晴天霹雳！T.T’’我很久没有和papan接触了。dalang告诉我，他有问题，教我去找他谈一谈。我和dalang说，不好意思，我做不到。接下来，dalang说得说，突然说到，谁星期五开会迟到，开完会留下来和jacquelyn打扫bp.？！？！*突然吓到 dalang告诉我，他有问题，叫我去找他谈一谈。我和dalang说，不好意思，我做不到。>.<

派考卷了，嗯，就这样吧。次次都那样的。其使我不满意。觉得。。另一方面又不听安慰自己，至少比上次进步了。可是。。xxxx我和老师求分，老师不给。我从来没有求老师球的那样。心理告诉自己，算了吧。其实没什么好求的。因为我知道，使我自己没有读。我。。不过很谢谢一个人的笔记，谢谢你。如果没有你的笔记，我会死得更难看。GBF,还好有你。^^

我想找个人倾诉，本来想信息你，但是。。

我的心情，没有很好。拜托。。 =( 扁嘴了

2010-06-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

来匆匆，去匆匆，时间真的过得很快。

两个星期的假期又要结束了。

明天，又是一个新的旅程。

Debate,Katholik

2010-06-11T18:47:00.001+08:00

Katholik,we come again..
i went there two years ago..
and we go there again today..
of course because of debate again..
im not the participant,i just follow them..
reach there early in the morning..
and i saw lots of students there..
a very funny thing is,the students there wearing jeans to 'kawat'..
eh,their school allowed them to wear jeans for curriculum wor..
why we are not allowed eh?? @.@

Last preparation before competition..

Eat eat eat~`` =D

Their school is big..i like the garden very much..got waterfall somemore..pro~``

10.06.2010

2010-06-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

1st,wanna to wish da sao a happy birthday.
hey hey..
wish your dream come true..
stay pretty ^~^
hope you like the birthday card..
i rush to do in a few hours yesterday midnight..
feel man zhu gan..when i finish it this morning..haha..

happy birthday~~
be sweet with monkey gor..lolXx..

放假啦

2010-06-08T01:07:00.006+08:00

放假啦 !!

深夜啦 ...
还没睡 ~~~

我累了。

乐贤

2010-05-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

几乎每天早上都会看见你爸爸陪同你上楼去。
从今天起，我再也不会看见那种画面。
但，它会在我记忆中，留下一个最美好的你。
你，真的好棒！

但愿人间处处有爱。