I woke up early in the morning today. This is not as usual since i have not wake up at 6am after i finished my SPM. 

I was at home yesterday, and i shouldn't be there.

I was very surprise to receive my eldest sister's msg.
She asked me weather want to back home or not and bring me to have dinner together since my parents were at Johor.

I was shocked.

Yesterday was valentine day and she should celebrate it.

and she just said, her bf will contact me after my class end.

I'm so happy. Until now.

He fetched me at 6.30pm, and we heading to WD.

It took about 1 hours to reach WD from Damansara. All caused by traffic jam. =/

I'm so happy to meet them and have dinner together.

In the car, I asked sis's bf,. ''today is valentine, why you didnt celebrate?''

and he answered, '' I also wonder why you are here..''

LOL. 

sorry. I would like to sit table beside XD

and you said everyday is valentine day right? =D

Planning to eat Italiannies at Subang Empire. But too many people,or should i said, couple.. =(

Every restaurants were full and I was very hungry.

At the end, we ate Kenny Rogers.

I'm fulled and satisfy with it.

and I'm super happy for the day. =)

and that's why cause me to wake up at 6am today.

I've to follow them to work in order to reach my hostel. 

haha..

Along the way to sis's office then my place, i was listening radio and some pictures appear in my mind once i close my eyes.

There is all about my school life, not now, but in YuHua.

Every morning i'll go into dewan and sit at the row. 

Normally i'll be the first few people who enter the dewan.

and others will stay at the stage there..

and etc.

I realize, i miss that. I miss the time.

 It's true.

I miss the time together.

Sweet with warm

Thankiu guys. Love you so much..

 =) Made by Joen. <3

 Thankiu.  ^v^

aww.. Is it stand for lucky star for me? =D

YuHeng  <3

The cards are so nice, wording are so sweet and touch. I love them.

The Ferrero Rocher is also nice,and the feeling to get it is so warm.

The star is so cute. It is on my bed now.

YuHeng is extremely sweet. The first time i receive an album as a birthday present.

Thankiu guys. I love each of them so much..~(@^_^@)~ There is still some presents, but didnt capture them as im at hostel now.. >.<'' 

My 18 years old Birthday

I'm very late to post something about my birthday now as it is already February. oaww.. But  Yea, during the fifth day of chinse new year, that is, 27 of jan, im officially 18 already. wow.. Sounds good. Lots people asked about my feeling since i'm finally 18. Because of 18 is going to step into the legal adulthood? Can do something like drinking and decide everything without getting permission from parents? Honestly, I'm still cant really accept and put myself into the stage of 18. Not getting ready yet. =D

I have big expectation for this year. Don't know why. My wishes for this year really quite lots. But every of the wished are new, and not about the past as we need to look forward and brighter side. XD I bet i'll achieve and accomplish the purpose which i desire in this year. One year time. It is a very long duration, but i'll try to set everything systematically and hopefully, by the time, I'll attain my goal. Hopefully, my intention dont kick by my laziness and other effects. =)

Next, thanks a lot to those who wish me through facebook,sms,calls and face to face. Before posting pictures, still remember to thanks to those who celebrate my birthday with me and give me presents and card, In particularly, Kye, Joen, Koh Yee Jin, JJ, Jeffery, KH, ZhiLin, HongYoung, JiaHui, SongFeng, Tan Lim and of course my family! ( i hope i didnt miss out anyone >.<'' ) and, Especially thanks to my 3rd aunt as she bought me a cake when we were at Green Box. 

Gambling gambling.. non-stop huh!?

The little boy is my cousin XD

Thankiu everyone for coming ^v^

With Jeff =)

Love with Joen =)

Yeah with Kye =)

Focus.. with YeeJin =)

With jiejie.  =)
**ya,just call him jiejie. 

With Song Feng =)

Classmate 4B/2010

Credit to my 3rd aunt.  =)

 Thankiu everyone. I'm really happy and grateful! Appreciate much. <3 

2——February

不知不觉已来到了2012年的第二个月了！时间的确过得有点快！感觉上在这个月里我好像没有达到什么achievement。

年又过了一大半了，刚刚过了初九。话说初八的夜晚真的很热闹！鞭炮响遍整个花园！比年除夕来得热闹很多！烟花、孔明灯、炮竹都少不了~ 烟花接二连三地放射在空中。直到凌晨一点多，大雨落下时才停止。 把我家的狗都吓到躲进狗屋里一直不肯出来。*它很可爱！ ^^ 这样的新年气氛，我很开心，很欢喜。

话说也开学了。嗯，我什么都没有做，什么都没有读。感觉上我把很多该做的都做到一半。该完成的任务都没有settle down。朋友几乎都弄好了。我还有很多很多东西没有做好。因为还在holiday mood。嗯，我务必在睡醒时完成我应该做的。然后在享受连着下的假期。 Planning.....

二月。时间很快

除夕夜

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下了场雨，天气忽然凉爽起来。

闻着这样的空气，当中带着新年的气息。

鞭炮烟花四处放。

想必大家都在等待着龙年的到来。

一年就这样过去啦。

人要展望未来，不回顾过去。

不好的事就把它留在今年。
向烦恼说再见！

是时候去旧迎新年啦！

明天，也就是大年初一

做一个全新的自己，为自己定下实际的目标！

在龙年里，我一定要过的比去年更好！

2012，我要创好年！ （很有朝气的说…）

The Recent me

Seem like i had disappeared for a period, yes, i did.
I didnt go anywhere, but i started my tertiary school. I didnt tell anyone except those few guys. Thanks you guys for keeping your promise until now. ^^'' This is the time for me to update my life recently.

I'd been disturbed by something few days ago. =( It is just a small case. But it disturbed my emotional sometimes. However, I've think wider and open minded now. I just need someone to listen to me. I need to release and shout out! Thank you for your advising and lending your ear all the time. Credit by WeiLing. =)

So,everything go smooth. I love this moment now. But, i miss home badly. I never think that i will have home sick one day. and now, im facing it. I miss home, i miss my family, especially my mum. and i cried, when i came here. =(  This made me think of Kangzi. She said,when her mum fetch her back to hostel, she alwyas cry. At that moment, i was laughing at her. (i think) Similarly, i happened to me now. I felt it. and soon, you are going to feel it too. right? chooi w.l. XD i <3 my family. =)

This is the second weeks that i start my life here.. I feel like, me, myself, still not getting ready for everything here. Sometimes, i think back all the past. and sometimes, pictures and scenario refreshed the past in my mind. =)

Is the time for me to get ready for everything now since i'd decided for Jan intake randomly. Have to get well into everything. and enjoy it. I love my life. I enjoy it. ^^ 

离开是为了？ 遇见

听着孙燕姿的遇见。 带着耳机， 熟悉的词曲，节奏和音乐…这样的动作，感觉只活在自己的世界里，没有他人，没有，什么都没有。随着歌曲的播放，断断续续的画面浮现，一切仿佛只在昨天发生。在这样的深夜里，我不喜欢吵杂声，我想我会渐渐地，喜欢上带上耳机的时空，就算没有音乐播放，但这种感觉，很自己。

随着今晚空中聊到的[离开]在这里开了话题。随着刚刚的歌曲，作为话续。

我不喜欢离别，不代表一切都不会离开。离开是个中性词，但它这意义可重大。以不同的层面来看，离开会是件悲伤的事（当…亲人的分开、友谊的分离）；又或许，离开是件值得高兴的事（当…去到一个更好的路、得到解脱…）。

离开可能对很多人而言是件很烦、很懊恼的事。它确实。但再想深一层，它没有。它没有很复杂。是人。因为人的自私，人的七情，人的固执还有人的理念。有些时候，离开是未免的；有些时候，离开，只不过是一种选择，一种抉择，一种，决定。

避不开的；躲不掉的，就只好这样吧。

带不走的；留不住的，那就接受好了。

当离开成为了一种决定，那么，答案也就只有“离开”或“不离开”。然而，在处于”是“或“不是”的状态下，就只是二选一。没有灰色地带。很残忍？或许。没有。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那会是一种苦尽甘来。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那可能只是插肩而过。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，你想，那会是怎样？… … …

我没有想过，2012年的第一个po，有如此一点的伤感。但是，每一个po，都是我自己满意之后，才亮相的。2012年第一个po，我满意。因为突发奇想。

因为，我，很自己。——伍家辉《很自己》