新年

农历新年对华人来说的确是一个重大的节日。虽然站在这日新月异的时代，但还是能看见农历新年扮演者一个重要的节日。农历新年的意义在不同层次的人们身上代表着不同的意义。有的纯属领红包、有的期盼和父母兄弟姐妹相聚、有的盼望归来的孩子、有的想念本土的家、有的想起以往的新年。总之只要新年气氛一到，新年歌儿四处播放的时候，每个人都会勾起不同的画面。有的唤起想家的思绪……有的勾起相聚的时光……不管你脑海挥洒着什么样的情感，希望农历新年对你而言是个窝心、暖心、热闹的节日。因为对我而言，何尝不是呢？

我相信不同年龄层的自己应该做不同的事，那才算是真正的踏上了那个阶层。小时候的自己就和纯属的拿红包红包红包，拜年拜年拜年。再长大一点点，总会羡慕大哥哥大姐姐们可以去外面和其他人拜年拿更多的红包。再大一些些，前几年的自，却还是拿红包，拜年，赌博。不一样的是很努力的想要和一班朋友出去走走或互相拜年之类的。近年的我做了之前羡慕的，努力想做的事。嗯，承认吧，年龄上的成长，是自己也要成长。

我今年的农历新年对我有相当大的转折。大姐结婚了，照理她应该回姐夫的家过年。不在和我一起过新年。去年爸爸给红包的时候还告诉她说：“拿，今年是最后一封咯！” 听入耳的我顿时感觉很心酸难过。但始终没表露出来。一年真的那样就过了。大姐今年没有和我过新年。但她也没有回姐夫家。大姐一个人在美国，做工。很多人都很心疼地问她为什么。我仰慕她和姐夫的平衡棒——在亲情和事业上。

以往新年的假期都有一星期之长。但今年却只有两天。感谢时间表上的安排，基本上我也去了星期三，一天的课。话说初一、二的我都是在赶功课的。赶得我快喘不过气。白天嘻哈；晚上却赶得要自熄。弄的自己很迟睡，睡不好。重点还要连累了跟我那么迟睡的人…

很多时候我相信快乐的功力很大，它能能够痊愈我受的伤和痛。我很感谢赶完功课之后的几天还能快乐的嘻哈玩乐。虽然是累了一点，总是少了什么一点，但做人的我知道凡是要知足。能够和这一班朋友相聚聊天欢乐真的是极大的乐趣。而且还有机会和小学同学聚会，简直是珍贵。可想，今年的新年对我而言真的是一个新的一年，新的展望。一切，都是新的，就连“开始”，也是新的。

At E Hong House
=D

Kye's Birthday
6A/2006 of SJK(c) Batu 11
=D

Lately

Since I step into degree course, there are many lecturers and seniors said, "You can easily differentiate HELP Psychology Students and others department students".  I was curious and waiting for their next sentence.  "Because psychology students always busy for their assignments and study for research purpose".  I get shocked because it sounds abit scary and demotivated. But I didn't take it in mind as I think that they are apt to exaggerate their words.

and so, now, I'm sitting in front of my laptop with surfing resources, with reference books besides.  I end up with worrying about plagiarism issue, the writing format, the reliability of the sources and the pressure of getting near to the due date.  I'm glad that I've started my work early and finished it early.  But it's not the end of the story.  There are other research papers, videos and group assignments to be done.  However, I'm grateful that I still can try to calm myself whenever those negative thoughts come into my mind.  Even I feel uncomfortable, there are always friends beside me.

Hwaiting~ Hwaiting~ Hawaiting~

Everything is just about how you sense it; and how you perceive it.
=P

Oh.. Another Assignment Day.. 

你好

踏入凌晨十二点

对你来说

是新的开始；还是旧的结束？

2013年，迈入了全新的一个月

二月，

你好！

最后的“一”

就这样迈入了新的年龄层

最后一个‘一’了

19了

到底数目是不是就那么简单的只是一个数目

    它到底代表着什么？

而自己的生日，

为何就意味着要庆祝呢？

随着数字一年一年的增长，

我不知道我增长了多少。

……嗯……

但

我很感谢身边为我庆祝生日的朋友

不懂几时开始，

觉得朋友不多。

我没有想过，

会有那么多个你为我庆祝。

谢谢你们

愿意把时间

花在我身上

做我爱做的事

送我喜爱的礼物

看我最爱的偶像

买我想的蛋糕

带我去特别的地方

写一张爱我的卡片

给我无数的惊喜

为我最后的‘1’启动新的开始

谢谢你们

很可爱的哥儿们
Pic Credited to Kye.

很可爱的姐妹们

*加上大学的朋友

我没有照片，但还是很真诚的感谢你们。*

还有，

谢谢信息给我的大家

、

面书祝福我的你们

我真心、真诚地都一一回复了

甚至每个都不一样

我珍惜你们的祝福

虽然很简单

但却很窝心。

有很疼我的

大哥哥大姐姐

特别的人物

在我心中很重要的人

学哥学姐

学弟学妹

朋友好朋友

谢谢你们。

=)

第一次BR的蛋糕 

未拆的礼物 

*love is in the air*

Embrace 2013

It might be slightly late to say Happy New Year, but it's always better late than never.

I welcomed 2013 together with my family as well as my friends.
It's sort of simple, quiet & calm countdown day.
No fireworks, no shouting, no bustling of noise.
Just a television and a DSLR camera.

Although I prefer having joy & fun outside, but I still enjoyed the few hours in the night together with my friends.
You guys are so great.

We cheers up each others whoever feel down,
We share the happiness, sadness and experiences,
We randomly call each others out to yam cha and party.
I never expect I'll meet either you in my life,
I never thought of we would be so open to each others during talk section.

It's true that life is never what you expect.

My life is so wonderful and memorable. What I dare to ask for more?

Leave your regrets behind; Bring your positive attitude forward.

Let's embrace 2013 with happiness and gratefulness.

and most importantly,

Love your life & Live your life.

and so,
Perfect your life.

谢谢

或许我物质上的享受和精神上的满足有差异。
但事实上，我有的实在太多了。
虽然总被许多困扰中迷惑了。
实实在在，美好的事物，在我身边。

当我需要帮助的时候，有人给我扶持。
当我觉得疑惑的时候，有人为我分析。
当我需要爱的时候，还会有人给我很窝心的回答。

谢谢你们。我身边的每一个你。

I have a junior

I have a junior.  She is a good student, intelligent & smart girl.  Besides, she can handle things wisely and think further.  In fact, she gave me a good impression.

I seldom go close with my junior.  I like them, I love them.  But I've never show that, I guess.  Some senior are very close to their junior, some treat their junior friendly and some strictly.  I guess, maybe, I'm the un-involve person.  I seldom involve in their activities and social talk.  I seldom go closer and talk with their studies, family and friends issue.  Sometimes, I think I'm unfamiliar, too far from their social.  I guess, that's why I am always behind.

Back to the junior I've mentioned early.  No doubt, she gives me a good impression.  I know she works really hard for both academic and co-curriculum.  and so, I like her active and positive attitude shown in front of me.  Even though, I know, sometimes, she is quite clumsy, but in the end, surely she is able to manage everything. (Y)

Why am I talking on her in this post? hah! I just have a short conversation with her in Facebook.
I couldn't remember I cried when I got my SPM result until she raise up the topic; I couldn't know I my cry is so miserable to her.  LoL!
Here that is::

Hey girl, you are so funny! haha!
Thanks for bringing up such memorable yet funny events in this night.
I miss the moment when I meet up my friends, keep sharing the result one another, and say: hey, you change a lot.

Maybe I should visit you when your turn to take your SPM result!! *grin*

 short, but nice talk.

=)