Dilemma

I feel like writing something..

But I was restricted..

=X

It's time to sleep.

Otherwise, 

I couldn't wake up on time tomorrow.

Lesson learnt:

do not start everything LAST MINUTE.

Dilemma occurs easily

Especially you are constraint in the world

with 24 hours a day.

As you wouldn't know 

what would happen

next second.

Things might not as bad as you thought sometimes.

It has comes to the end of the semester. Almost every students is concentrating on their studies individually or in group.

Every of the semester start, I will be full of energetic and always tell myself to do better in a new semester and forget the 'not so good' past experiences. I keep the faith, and I start every new semester with positive thoughts and attitudes. This is one way of protecting self-esteem I guess. It helps me to believe that I can do better, and I must prove to myself that I really can do it. 

Things to be done is for myself and not others. 

Perhaps I'm not persevere in what I believe on, I tend to slack off at the mid of semester. Like this semester, my brain has totally off duty for few weeks after I had my midterm. I postponed lots of things and my behavior is more towards to passive and unproductive. I procrastinated my schedule. 

It takes times for me to regulate my behavior and rearrange my distort thoughts. 

I was quite regretful for spending time on unimportant matters and did not concern about my studies, just with a excuse that I need to relax myself. I believe most of us would give ourselves this kind of excuse, but it ruined my progress. I blamed myself for did my assignments badly, procrastinated and involved in irrelevant issues from studies and self improvement. 

Nevertheless, I'm grateful that I'm still able to differentiate what is right and wrong; what should I do and what I shouldn't and why I behave this way and not that way. 

Finals start today. It can be considered that it is the first time I enter the exam hall with the least nervousness, and with confidence. This is the time where I knew I did badly for assignments, which eventually affects my grade, but I still insist to put more effort and stand positively toward my finals. 

The carry marks was released one day before the exam. I was planning not to check it, but I checked in the end. Surprisingly the result is much better than what I've thought. It's really unexpected. 

Lesson told me,

Things might not as bad as you thought sometimes. 

Nadeje Mille Crepe

Hanging out with friends is one of the happiest moment that I wish I would always have in my uni life.

Although being alone with own self is one of the enjoyment, but I also appreciate to have the social time with others.

So, I'm glad to have the time to date with few of my friends and grab the chance to have girls talk. We went to Nadeje Cake Shop, which is not very far away from Damansara. We spent hours there, and enjoyed piece and piece of mille crepe with coffee and tea in the afternoon.


Meeting a group of friends and bond a firm friendship between one another isn't easy when we grow older and older. People come and go in our life. Everyone has different path to go, and we cannot expect they will stay forever with us.

I'm glad to meet friends in my uni life. Even though we always have disagreement on various of issues on academic and lived experiences, we still have lots of fun together most of the time. Thanks to them for introducing multiple of life challenges for me to tackle it out; creating different matters and allowing me encounter everyone of it in my university. Thank you. I've learnt a lot and gain a lot of experiences in life. 

Nadeje Cake House
B-01-01, Dataran 3 Two,
Jalan 19/1, Section 19
46300 Petaling Jaya.

Top left: Strawberry Chocolate ; Right: Double Chocolate
Bottom Left: Berry Berry Strawberry ; Right: Original

Original Flavor with Malacca Cafe Latte
The latte tastes really nice
I start missing it when I leave 

;')

I think I would like to have it alone one day.. =D 

or..

Focus is what I want

I thought my EQ is quite ok, at least at the range of the average people have. 

I perceive myself as a quite rational person, seldom get distracted by people and emotions. 

But

I found I have overestimated myself.

I am not that rational

and emotionally stable.. 

Especially when too much things squeeze together, 

and I don't know what should I handle first

and how tackle it without control by my emotion

focus

Just purely focus. 

Yes.

This is what I want.

First part & the second part of me

I like to talk.
I feel lovely and comfortable to talk with someone that I trust with.

In fact,
I can talk nonstop with those close friends. Regardless of daily matters or personal issues.

But I hardly believe on someone.
I build a protective wall whenever I meet people.
In fact, I can be quite defensive. No matter what and who you did to me.


I found the first part of me myself,
and my friends told me the second part of me.
Owh..

What I know myself VS how people see me.
Somehow, true.

卸妆

当一个人

化了妆

带着自信和优雅的姿态走向舞台上...

在舞台上

她是耀眼的

他是受注目的

可是

不管台上风光的时间有多长

卸妆后

你还是你

原始的自己

你好，

我是美青。

青花瓷 @ Cultural Night

天青色等煙雨 而我在等妳
炊煙裊裊昇起 隔江千萬里
在瓶底書漢隸仿前朝的飄逸
 就當我為遇見妳伏筆

 天青色等煙雨 而我在等妳
月色被打撈起 暈開了結局
如傳世的青花瓷自顧自美麗 妳眼帶笑意
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Thank you girls for giving me the chance to experience Chinese Traditional dance once in my uni life. It is fun, and I enjoyed it. Thank you. Especially thanks to Serene, my main partner in the dance. She gave me a lot of encouragement and compliment throughout the practice process. Honestly I'm quite stress and worry to have the solo part with her as she dances gracefully, but her partner, me, have no basic on dancing.

I feel grateful to have the opportunities to have fun with you all. <3 br="" nbsp="">

25/10/2013

cultural night