Now I realize how important it is in organization world. 

When I got it, I hold my tears in my eyes, and finish reading the message from the people.

Thank you my dear. You've made my day. 

Although the sky is no longer the same as the day that you make my smile and cry
=)

I know

I know I will met someone that hold me tight,

hug me with warm,

that all the tears and broken pieces fit back perfectly as a whole.

and I met you.

My loved ones.

=')

或许我真的不知道生死，也可能在很多人我眼中只是一个小朋友，一个长不大的孩子。但是现在的我至少知道要懂得珍惜身边的人。

死亡或许很近，也或许很遥远。可是实在不能顾及太多东西。怪不得有的人总是说，要做什么就去做，要去哪里玩去就玩。的确，对于我们掌控不了的，即使我们再执着也于事无补。唯有能做的或许只是把握我们现在能做的事。

或许我真的不懂，而且很执着与一些不应该执着的事。但是我想，我珍惜身边的每一个应该没有错。我对我爱的和爱我的人表示爱意关怀应该不算什么执着。即使我对人好，对方未必领情或者对我做出相对的回报。但至少到最后我不会后悔吧？

我没有办法把怨恨带去死亡，也没有办法带着计较离开。尘归尘，土归土。一切还是会留在这个大地上。

别把死亡看得太黑暗，看得太痛苦。有时候，与其认定它很恐怖，倒不如记得它的痛和苦，更放开地生活下去。接下来的十年，二十年，三十年，甚至，只是剩下的那么的一天。

或许我们真的只是生活在一个杯子里的城市

像你说的

-杯中城-

=')

谢谢

犯贱

悠悠记得那一年我上高中，隔壁坐着一位，也是在班上唯一一位和我校服穿得一样的女生。-—-

她诡计多端，为着穿着制服的那个团体尽心尽力。每当我想睡觉，就会叫她大力打我一下，把我激醒。-—-

我从没想过可以和这一为初中期间完全不相识，没有说超过5句话的人作为朋友，好朋友，甚至死党。真的，可能她认识我，我感觉自己似乎不太注意到这个人。亏我们还是同一个制服团体的。-—-

每当讲起“犯贱”这个词，我都会想起有她的那个情形。我们上着华语课，不晓得怎么说着聊着聊着，她突然在老师面前说了这句，人总是犯贱的。让全班捧腹大笑。老师指着她点点头，对犯贱。

我不记得为了什么事会让身边这一为口出狂言，说人犯贱。这个词出自一个女子的嘴巴实在没有什么太好听的。印象中只记得，她说的，都有道理，才会让全班停顿几秒深思再大笑起来，才会让老师哭笑不得地像她点点头说“犯贱”。从此以后我们看到她会自然地想起犯贱这个字，也会叫她犯贱。

这个词无论听起来还是说起来，都没有太好听，甚至很不好听。在说词人和在听词者和被说词者看来，三方都可能对那词贬得一文不值。

叙说了那么长的过去和故事，其实想表达的事，

有哪个谁会愿意被套上这个贬义词或是愿意用这难听的词汇来承认自己其实是“犯贱”的？

其实犯贱只是一个比较难听的说法。它和你常说的，你很pattern，有时也有同样的意思。只是犯贱听起来比较负面。-说话不要太难听，你不知道，你说了那句话，就会伤害到人。-

没想到，时隔多年，我还会想起你？想起你在班上一句说，“老师，这就是犯贱咯！”

Dalang，你赢了。 =)

Thank you Mr Kenneth

You leave,

But things that you left here will remain unchanged.
and It becomes more valuable and precious.

I'm proud that I got to attend your lecture class in the past.
Listen to the lessons about the social and personal development.

No matter wherever you are, keep smiling and share your cracking jokes around.
The world with you would be better place.

No matter how far you go, the memories that you brought in will never be erased.

Thank You, Mr Kenneth Phun.
May your family stay strong and live their life fully.

这一秒，下一秒，仅是一秒只差，

却是

没有什么是不可能发生的。

Things would never be the same as last seconds.

I should be more appreciate everyone of you,

that attended in my life

even though just once.

First time ever feel like hand in blank examine paper.. Even the cyanogen in my hands appear so obvious while having this paper. My hand was shuddering. Not because of the fear and nervous. It just shudders. Feel like it is uncontrollable =\ 

Probably used up too much oxygen and energy internally and physically to complete the test. A test that makes me feel that my previous examinations were so easy that I'm willing to redo and resit the examinations that I've taken in the past. 

In the end, I feel release and relief though I know I didn't do well on it. 

Nothing such as 

"If I were given a chance.. I would.."

Look forward, look bright. 

:)

It's not hard.

I learnt a lot from this subject. 

It's valuable. 

*ding sound* 

Smile 

How am I going to describe my recent life? Unexpectedly, there are few numbers of true friends approached me and asked me about my recent life. I seem and look haggard for them. Oh thank you my dear friends, I'm fine. There are just too much workloads and I messed up everything. My schedules were unorganized and unsystematic, which eventually affecting my productivity. 

My life was like a tangled maze. I fell and almost get lost. But I didn't. I stand still with my belief and trust on myself. Even though I might look weak and fragile, or perhaps I am. But I'm sure that I'm not allowing people,who are trying to beat me down, achieve their goal on challenging my limitation. 

When you are hurting people, you are indirectly harming yourself. Creating pains to others is similar as tying yourself with troubles. No one can afflict you except yourself. 

Don't try to hurt people if you have no value to them, because you can't hurt them; don't try to disrupt people's life if you are nobody for them, again, because you can't. 

Don't open the wound of people that care about you if you do not know how to close it because you hurt them badly; don't neglect and overlook people's feelings and emotions if they value you because you are wounding their heart and the trust on you.

Be grateful because you are here today. With loves and warms from different aspect of life. You need to look for them and search for them. Things don't come easily without putting efforts. 

Don't demand more than you need. When it is too much, it becomes overload. You can't take it all at the same time, if you insist to, you might end up with nothing.

Anywhere you go, there are way to explore. 

Move forward. With no regret. 

I'm glad that people I love and I care do love and care me also. Thank you. 

You are my angels.

累？！

有哪里一个人想要告诉我男子的情绪管理比女子好

想和那个人说，你实在太以偏概全。$\!%{$)#(&@!#|!|*|$>|你去看看哪个男子因为事情不顺像女朋友摆丑脸。你去看看哪个男子因为突发状况而措手不及。

我不是说女子情绪管理得很好，只是有时候，太偏激了。

在你表态的时候，请想想别人的感受。你的态度取决于你的性格。如果你觉得这样是你的态度而你舒服，那随你吧。

连自己都不顾自己的形象和不会对自己认真负责人的人，说再多，也是于事无补。如果你可以在一个你喜欢的人面前那样… 呵… 即使她再怎样包容你，你只会让她觉得她错了。因为包容久了，会累。就像很多男子常说的，主动久了，会累那样，同样的道理。