除夕夜

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下了场雨，天气忽然凉爽起来。

闻着这样的空气，当中带着新年的气息。

鞭炮烟花四处放。

想必大家都在等待着龙年的到来。

一年就这样过去啦。

人要展望未来，不回顾过去。

不好的事就把它留在今年。
向烦恼说再见！

是时候去旧迎新年啦！

明天，也就是大年初一

做一个全新的自己，为自己定下实际的目标！

在龙年里，我一定要过的比去年更好！

2012，我要创好年！ （很有朝气的说…）

The Recent me

Seem like i had disappeared for a period, yes, i did.
I didnt go anywhere, but i started my tertiary school. I didnt tell anyone except those few guys. Thanks you guys for keeping your promise until now. ^^'' This is the time for me to update my life recently.

I'd been disturbed by something few days ago. =( It is just a small case. But it disturbed my emotional sometimes. However, I've think wider and open minded now. I just need someone to listen to me. I need to release and shout out! Thank you for your advising and lending your ear all the time. Credit by WeiLing. =)

So,everything go smooth. I love this moment now. But, i miss home badly. I never think that i will have home sick one day. and now, im facing it. I miss home, i miss my family, especially my mum. and i cried, when i came here. =(  This made me think of Kangzi. She said,when her mum fetch her back to hostel, she alwyas cry. At that moment, i was laughing at her. (i think) Similarly, i happened to me now. I felt it. and soon, you are going to feel it too. right? chooi w.l. XD i <3 my family. =)

This is the second weeks that i start my life here.. I feel like, me, myself, still not getting ready for everything here. Sometimes, i think back all the past. and sometimes, pictures and scenario refreshed the past in my mind. =)

Is the time for me to get ready for everything now since i'd decided for Jan intake randomly. Have to get well into everything. and enjoy it. I love my life. I enjoy it. ^^ 

离开是为了？ 遇见

听着孙燕姿的遇见。 带着耳机， 熟悉的词曲，节奏和音乐…这样的动作，感觉只活在自己的世界里，没有他人，没有，什么都没有。随着歌曲的播放，断断续续的画面浮现，一切仿佛只在昨天发生。在这样的深夜里，我不喜欢吵杂声，我想我会渐渐地，喜欢上带上耳机的时空，就算没有音乐播放，但这种感觉，很自己。

随着今晚空中聊到的[离开]在这里开了话题。随着刚刚的歌曲，作为话续。

我不喜欢离别，不代表一切都不会离开。离开是个中性词，但它这意义可重大。以不同的层面来看，离开会是件悲伤的事（当…亲人的分开、友谊的分离）；又或许，离开是件值得高兴的事（当…去到一个更好的路、得到解脱…）。

离开可能对很多人而言是件很烦、很懊恼的事。它确实。但再想深一层，它没有。它没有很复杂。是人。因为人的自私，人的七情，人的固执还有人的理念。有些时候，离开是未免的；有些时候，离开，只不过是一种选择，一种抉择，一种，决定。

避不开的；躲不掉的，就只好这样吧。

带不走的；留不住的，那就接受好了。

当离开成为了一种决定，那么，答案也就只有“离开”或“不离开”。然而，在处于”是“或“不是”的状态下，就只是二选一。没有灰色地带。很残忍？或许。没有。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那会是一种苦尽甘来。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，我想，那可能只是插肩而过。

当双方有缘分，再遇见的时候，你想，那会是怎样？… … …

我没有想过，2012年的第一个po，有如此一点的伤感。但是，每一个po，都是我自己满意之后，才亮相的。2012年第一个po，我满意。因为突发奇想。

因为，我，很自己。——伍家辉《很自己》

Merry Christmas

25th of December.

Come to the end of the month. 6 days more to 2012. A dragon year.

Would it be a better year? or more challenging?

It is unpredictable. Everything is Unpredictable. As long as we are live happily and meaningful.

It is time to do some review of myself in 2011 and make some new target for next year. It is time to do some preparation. Yea.. Hwaiting!!

** It's Merry Christmas Now! **
Nice X'mas song

A pleasant surprise day is -** Merry Christmas **

Ho-Ho-Ho

countdown

Leave my secondary school for more than 1 month. Finished my last secondary exam (SPM) more than 2 weeks already. Before these, im very excited to finish the secondary school life and exams. Yea, i did it. But now, im Hae-ing at home. and this is the first week i Hae at home.

I filled my time with activities last week. and i learned lots & enjoy it. Workshop at fm 988, shopping, concert, kakix and more. Now, i've nothing to fill into my schedule. Living emptily. I'm not accustomed to be so free everyday. No more monday blue, no need to iron uniform, no more assembly, not reading Rukun Negara on the stage, not rushing for homework and not preparing for exam. The life without target and achievement. I am empty...

Mostly wasted my time on internet these few days. It provides myself a large space to think out of the box and flash back my memory. Many ideas had pop out in my mind. But i couldn't express out. Maybe if i've got inspiration ...

I read through others's blog. Especially those people i know, but he/she dont know me. They make me envy with what they have. Especially their achievement. and slowly, look at their wording with pleasure and respect --- I admire them.

I'm those who always look at what others have & how good of the others' behavior , how many hard work the others paid behind etc. After that, i will just admire them. Feel that they are much better than me. Have a enjoyable life. and i will start thinking, how could i be in the future? Am i going to be like them? or? many question marks floating there.

It is December now. The last month of 2011. Just a blink of eyes. December is always a romantic months for me. Everyone is planning how to celebrate Christmas and countdown. I like December. I like Christmas. Although there is no snow here in Malaysia. But i always imagine that there is. and i believe of the story of santa. There is full of Christmas decoration everywhere now.. I like it. Even the smurf's game and snoopy's game are snow-ing. Although i'd never celebrate it, but i love Christmas.

Many office are having presents exchange. Even sis's office. Yerr... I also want to join! =( I saw friends received a notebook and cute Iphone casing! I believe it is unlimited!! =( Yea, im countdown-ing. 4 more days. Ho-Ho-Ho! Hmm.. Guess.. Who would like to be a Santa and send the gift for me?! XD

Merry Christmas~`` =)

Love 疯音乐。

Time is precious, and it flies really fast. One week past again. The day of last week, i was having a workshop at Tropicana Office Tower. Having lots of fun there. I miss the moment. But i could never go back..

Went to Midvalley yesterday. With friends. We didnt catch up almost 1 year time. and once we met, we talked non stop. Talk everything, without limit. We chit-chat at Secret Recipe for few hours while waiting the time past. LoL.

We purposely want to go 《十分红》.yea, very red. XD I went to the concert last year. Since i got tickets again this year, i asked others to join it. ps, thanks fm 988 for the tickets. But i only gave out 3 out of 10 tickets although there are 10 people attending. We are actually wasting 11 tickets! Because Kangzi won another 4 tickets with 'Feel Good Zone' on the spot. Thanks NTV7 and 炎亚纶. LoL.　

We wasted the tickets because we ran into the 'Feel Good Zone' without showing the tickets. We are brave. LoL. We stood at a good + nice place. We can see the singer clearly without any people blocking from the start to the end of the concert. and the screen just in front of us. =)

I love 李佳薇 and 丁当 the most. Especially when they cross-over! 李佳薇 got her strength and she looks nice other than pretty and sweet. Her voice is very powerful. If Im not there to listen she sang 煎熬 & 分隔线 , i could never imaging how good is her singing skill! Thumb UP for her! 

Another, 丁当! She came for the concert last year, but i miss her part because i went back earlier. =( Anyway,  Im lucky this year. I was there to enjoy her performs. Had been toxic-ed by her voice. >.<'' 

Every singer sang very well the push up the atmosphere to maximum!  =)

我爱疯音乐！

我的身边有两个

忘了星期几的晚上，我和一个人谈到很夜。我不知道对方在谈话中是否有哭泣，还是很生气。只是觉得，嗯…就离我那么近，那么靠近的距离和关系，我竟然遇到两个，两个相识个性的人。

一种米养数百人，我的身边有很多不同的人。

一开始我就感觉到对方是个非常在乎两个人或以上之间的感情。认识了对方这段期间，很明显地感觉到，其实，eh,你很重义气，重感情，重友谊，重责任，重相处，重重逢，重，在一起。我本身可大大地承认我不是。（理由不必说多，因为不是重点。）所以一开始就不站在对方的立场。     我们，是对立的。

对，两个不同观点的人在一起总是会产生冲突，但，这一次我很大胆的豁出去对对方说自己的观点。我也不晓得自己哪来的勇气。心里只是不断希望，对方不要生气。

一直到对方丢了一句，“或许你看得开，但是我不是，我不能……”。
这句话，让我反思，清醒了。
‘所以，看到了吗？因为执著，因为固执…’ 我说。

然后我再深思，固执、执著…我愣了。

对，因为 [固执] ， [执著] 。每个人都有自己 [固执] 和 [执著] 的时候。包括我在内。只是，我和你的 [执著] 不一致。

在接下来的谈话中，我转话，对对方说，
“他们会知道你的用心的。不要因为失败而失望再放弃。因为这个世界会因为有你这样重义气，重感情，重友谊，重责任，重相处，重重逢，重，在一起的人而变得更美丽。” =)
之后也开始给于鼓励和支持的话。

每一个人的坚持和固执，都需要有人去支持才可以走得更远更久。对方的这一份坚持和固执，是需要被认同、被认可的。只要出发点是好的，就需要有被肯定的时候。

我想说，你的坚持和固执，不但有我的认同和肯定。而且我相信，你的坚持和执著会有开花的一天。前提是，只要你懂得， 收 放 自 如 。

PS:可能在谈话中说了很多不该说和无理取闹的话语。请，原谅。