认真

我喜欢认真做事

专心做一件事的自己

“你要记得，你是一个很固执的人。因为只有固执的人可以坚持他所坚持的。因为你固执，所以你有很多是你可以掌控的。你的手上，握着最强大的武器。”

真的

我还是喜欢那个认真的自己

Get up

有时候跌倒总比重新站起来容易

坐着总比竖立站直轻松

人类没有100分的完美。也没有十分的强壮。

但恰恰唯有选择站起来

跌倒了，绊倒了，站起来，重拾自己，

就已经是一个很强悍的体现。

It's time to learn how to stand up and make things done. 

I've been staying up until the early midnight recently. The situation becomes worse when I slowly staying awake from the late night until midnight and then early in the morning. I've been using the almost half of the midnight time on revising academic materials instead of sleeping. It's tiring sometimes. The progress goes very slowly. But the time I have is so limit. 

I should find something fun and interesting while revising notes. I should be enjoying reading the materials and understand the logic and reasons behind of chapters and theories. But it's hardly to do so under the time constraint.

It's very unhealthy. I don't really want to engage in this lifestyle. I'm going to get rid of it after all. That's why I'm doing count down for the coming holidays. I shall spend the holiday wisely and fully with enjoyment. I haven start planning anything yet but there're a few things that I'm looking forward and wishing to accomplish it during the holiday.

I'm free after 2/12. I'm going to have one month+ holiday. I'll try to enjoy it and do anything I can before entering third year of my undergraduate. Please invite me and ask me out if you are going to have fun and excited activities out there though I'm might not be physically ok for those activities. But I want to join and explore more. Regardless of whether it's eating, playing, traveling, shopping, working or adventuring, if I could, I will just give a try! Life is always about trial and error, isn't? It sounds irrelevant to link the statements together, but anyway, I just want to live my life fully! 

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It's always good to think of what you want to do and what plan do you want to implement in the future. It can be a long term goal or a short term planning, as long as it is attainable. It can help you to identify what you are looking for, provide you a direction in life and understand yourself better because it's a kind of self reflection. Besides, thinking of the brightness in the future also can help you to boost your current energy to move forward, to get closer and closer of what you want to achieve. 

When you are tired, take a break, have a rest. Rethink your current situation, reset your mind, readjust your physical, mental and emotional state, then restart everything and move on. 

生命

以量著

我们从生命中体会

从生命中成长

从生命中领悟

不同的人，对于生命，总有不同的诠释。

但每一个生命，都值得被尊重。

要从生命中学习

Just the way you are

Sometimes we don't really need to care too much.  

Just hold the beliefs and keep the faiths.

and be confident, trust yourself.

If you believe it, you will try to do it and achieve it. It will lead you to the direction that you want to go eventually. 

If you think that you are amazing,

Then You are. 

You will be amazing as you think and how I see it in my eyes. 

If you think you are special, 

You are special as you think and you are the always special one. 

-You are amazing and I love you

Just as the way you are-

我愿意

我看见一个朋友，跟他通了电话… 让我感觉好心痛。他告诉近来的他经常和朋友去喝酒，直到三更半夜才回家。这样的生活，持续了几个月。他形容这班朋友为猪朋狗友。告诉我他不晓得自己什么时候会爆肝。我很高兴他愿意和我分享他的生活，让我能够更了解他的近况。但这样的他，真的让我担心不已。

他是个闪耀的一盏灯。总是在人群里发光发热。为无数的人群照亮大地。也像天空中，经常闪烁的星星。他曾经闪得耀眼，闪得光芒… 

可看见现在的他，我像是看见一颗颗破碎的砖石… 洒落满地… 一颗颗… 零碎满地… 但他依旧漂亮… 依旧闪烁… 

虽然破碎了… 但我依然想把那一颗颗破碎的钻石捡起来… 或许他再也没有办法可以结合起来变成一模一样，完美无瑕的一卡拉钻石。但或许他可以以别的模式亮相？我是这么想的。

不管他是一个完整的钻石，还是以碎钻串起来的手环。在我心中，他依然耀眼，依旧漂亮… 

我真真切切想让他找回自己，让他看见自己耀眼的那一面。如果可以，我愿意在这路上扶持他，和他一起走。因为我知道，这样的路，自己走，很辛苦。

我可以愿意和你一起走。但引导自己走向哪一样的前方，完全取决于你。你才是你生命的主导者呀。

我想说，去找自己，好吗？

是时候，重拾自己了。

或者我应该用激将法的对你说：二十岁人了… 你好不好为自己想一想，成熟点思考？为什么就是学不会不伤害自己？顾顾自己，你有家人有朋友需要照顾和关心的。他们需要你，如同你需要他们一样。不是吗？

···请你继续闪烁。因为每一个人，都拥有那个值得闪烁的机会。···

留不住

嗯，对啊，很多事情是留不住的

剩下的

就只会是脑海里

那黑白的画面
停留着

无论回忆多么努力地追，总是没有追到尽头的一天

···有些人努力地生活

有些人却努力生存着···

我们到底是在生活

还是生存？

据说，多半的人成天所做的都是为了生存

到底生存背后的意义是什么？

那生活呢？

你活着吗？

不，我要问的问题应该是

我活着吗？

值得思索


有时候
我需要很多时间去探讨
让思绪漫流


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