算了吧

久违了，上次写的时候既是两个星期前。
不是不想写，而是没有题材

这两个星期做了什么？
还是那么健忘，我想不起。（其实是懒得想起）

我隐约记得，两个星期内我哭了大概两次。
这是我今年内哭了三次。
心情太沉重，有时需要发泄出来。

过了，都过去了
过去的，就让他过去吧。

可是有些事情不是说过去就能过去
反而会因为过去的时间太长，才凸现了它存在的必要性。
它有存在的必要性，但它必然也带来了一些问题 —— 世界上没有十全十美。

但我找不到解决方案。

可我不能因此而原地踏步
时间不停地流逝；地球不停地转动
所以最后也只是可以—— 算了吧

要不然，可以怎样？

Nightmare

I woke up, turned to pick up my phone naturally.1.30a.m. I stared at the fan that keep moving and moving. I had a nightmare again. Yea,again.. I can heard my heartbeat is increasing. faster and faster. orz

Can't sleep well recently. I could not get any help from my sis. She is sleeping like.. (Should describe nicely) She is sleeping Silently. I picked up the phone and I start a conversation with you. You said i might be always stress up myself. and you said, maybe i think too much. Well,possible. But actually,I have nothing to think off. and i didnt feel any pressure.

Didnt finish my homework today. Im tired and sleepy.. I want to sleep. 

No nightmare, again.