................................................................................................Mae Ching......................................

Saturday, April 26, 2014

First time ever feel like hand in blank examine paper.. Even the cyanogen in my hands appear so obvious while having this paper. My hand was shuddering. Not because of the fear and nervous. It just shudders. Feel like it is uncontrollable =\ 
Probably used up too much oxygen and energy internally and physically to complete the test. A test that makes me feel that my previous examinations were so easy that I'm willing to redo and resit the examinations that I've taken in the past. 



In the end, I feel release and relief though I know I didn't do well on it. 
Nothing such as 
"If I were given a chance.. I would.."
Look forward, look bright. 
:)

It's not hard.
I learnt a lot from this subject. 
It's valuable. 
*ding sound* 
Smile 

Monday, April 7, 2014

How am I going to describe my recent life? Unexpectedly, there are few numbers of true friends approached me and asked me about my recent life. I seem and look haggard for them. Oh thank you my dear friends, I'm fine. There are just too much workloads and I messed up everything. My schedules were unorganized and unsystematic, which eventually affecting my productivity. 

My life was like a tangled maze. I fell and almost get lost. But I didn't. I stand still with my belief and trust on myself. Even though I might look weak and fragile, or perhaps I am. But I'm sure that I'm not allowing people,who are trying to beat me down, achieve their goal on challenging my limitation. 

When you are hurting people, you are indirectly harming yourself. Creating pains to others is similar as tying yourself with troubles. No one can afflict you except yourself. 

Don't try to hurt people if you have no value to them, because you can't hurt them; don't try to disrupt people's life if you are nobody for them, again, because you can't. 

Don't open the wound of people that care about you if you do not know how to close it because you hurt them badly; don't neglect and overlook people's feelings and emotions if they value you because you are wounding their heart and the trust on you.

Be grateful because you are here today. With loves and warms from different aspect of life. You need to look for them and search for them. Things don't come easily without putting efforts. 

Don't demand more than you need. When it is too much, it becomes overload. You can't take it all at the same time, if you insist to, you might end up with nothing.



Anywhere you go, there are way to explore. 
Move forward. With no regret. 

I'm glad that people I love and I care do love and care me also. Thank you. 
You are my angels.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

累?!

有哪里一个人想要告诉我男子的情绪管理比女子好

想和那个人说,你实在太以偏概全。$\!%{$)#(&@!#|!|*|$>|你去看看哪个男子因为事情不顺像女朋友摆丑脸。你去看看哪个男子因为突发状况而措手不及。

我不是说女子情绪管理得很好,只是有时候,太偏激了。

在你表态的时候,请想想别人的感受。你的态度取决于你的性格。如果你觉得这样是你的态度而你舒服,那随你吧。



连自己都不顾自己的形象和不会对自己认真负责人的人,说再多,也是于事无补。如果你可以在一个你喜欢的人面前那样… 呵… 即使她再怎样包容你,你只会让她觉得她错了。因为包容久了,会累。就像很多男子常说的,主动久了,会累那样,同样的道理。