I've been staying up until the early midnight recently. The situation becomes worse when I slowly staying awake from the late night until midnight and then early in the morning. I've been using the almost half of the midnight time on revising academic materials instead of sleeping. It's tiring sometimes. The progress goes very slowly. But the time I have is so limit. 

I should find something fun and interesting while revising notes. I should be enjoying reading the materials and understand the logic and reasons behind of chapters and theories. But it's hardly to do so under the time constraint.

It's very unhealthy. I don't really want to engage in this lifestyle. I'm going to get rid of it after all. That's why I'm doing count down for the coming holidays. I shall spend the holiday wisely and fully with enjoyment. I haven start planning anything yet but there're a few things that I'm looking forward and wishing to accomplish it during the holiday.

I'm free after 2/12. I'm going to have one month+ holiday. I'll try to enjoy it and do anything I can before entering third year of my undergraduate. Please invite me and ask me out if you are going to have fun and excited activities out there though I'm might not be physically ok for those activities. But I want to join and explore more. Regardless of whether it's eating, playing, traveling, shopping, working or adventuring, if I could, I will just give a try! Life is always about trial and error, isn't? It sounds irrelevant to link the statements together, but anyway, I just want to live my life fully! 

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It's always good to think of what you want to do and what plan do you want to implement in the future. It can be a long term goal or a short term planning, as long as it is attainable. It can help you to identify what you are looking for, provide you a direction in life and understand yourself better because it's a kind of self reflection. Besides, thinking of the brightness in the future also can help you to boost your current energy to move forward, to get closer and closer of what you want to achieve. 

When you are tired, take a break, have a rest. Rethink your current situation, reset your mind, readjust your physical, mental and emotional state, then restart everything and move on.