爱的质量

过多的爱会让人溺死；过少的爱会让人渴死。 

刚刚好的爱才能让人舒服的活着。

我会用刚刚好的爱来爱你

-情人节快乐-

“改变世界或许是一个传说，你，不是”

=)

Abducted Victims

After reading numbers of journals, after hours of searching

After questioning and doubting on the initial plan and draft

It is the happiness that couldn't be substituted

There's no much happiness moments can be compared to the moment when I found relevant and useful info for assignment at the midnight.

I shall tell myself, "you can always do it if you insist to."

Continue working on assignment girl!

Just because you're stubborn enough.

That's why you can make the miracle happens.

有些奇迹，不是等老天爷去实现

很多奇迹，可以掌握在自己手中

I've faith on you.

Like you say,

cheers!

iOS

Spent some time to update my phone to iOS 8. I didn't want to update it because I'm worrying that it might cause some issues like data lost, especially like contact and photos, and phone getting lag. But there're some minor issues on phone, and whenever I ask the technician at Apple Store, they always say the problems are due to software update. I was thinking to update it through my phone without connecting to iTunes, as the feedback I got is the file didn't go missing after the update through that way. Also, I don't really know how does iTunes function, yea, I'm not good in technology. But I couldn't find a update button on my phone. =\ End up connecting my phone to iTunes and forced to figure out how it works. I tried to do backup by pressing the button here and there. (Agak agak-ly) lol! It takes hours to backup, update and restore everything. The process went smoothly other than it took too long.

Everything seems alright. I see the "hello" on screen.. Then asked me about security questions, fingerprints, passcode and stuff. I thought everything goes alright until I realize that something went missing. Oh no! Lots of apps has gone and apparently I will need to download it again. It was about midnight and I don't really bother to do that. But even whatsApp is gone! Meh! I pressed on App Store and to see what's some current hot apps after months not visiting the store. I saw lots of social chat room and networking apps. Suddenly I feel like download it, since lots of friends are using it.

I was asked that did I follow he/she in Instagram; what's my acc name; did they follow me; some also request me to follow xxx for funding and stuff like that on Instagram. But all I reply was, "I don't have Instagram." LoL! Sorry to disappointing you guys. Looking at the top chart on App Store motivate me to download and get a account for those social networking site. I actually wanted to create accounts for those social networking sites but I didn't. When I was about to do it,  then I paused. I don't know what pull me back and just give me the feeling that don't bother about It. Maybe due to the force that I've class at 8am next day and it's already midnight. 

My phone has no much apps now. Only those backup-ed apps that able to be restored. Nothing much. Not even Facebook. I don't know how is my life without it. Nonetheless, without those social site apps on phone actually make me spending more time on other stuff and not just pressing phone during the break and free time. 

Until now, just get to download whatsApp. You might feel annoying for not getting my reply through whatsApp and facebook sometimes (or most of the time). This is because: I turned off the notification for whatsApp (without reason) and I didn't download Facebook messenger. Unless I check the whatsApp, or else I wouldn't know who is looking for me there; meanwhile, without the messenger, I'm not allow to get and read the msg my friends sent to me through Facebook app. Lots of friends got fed up on my odd behaviors and they are getting used of it now slowly. Haha! Just joking though! 

LoL! Why am I spending time on writing this stuff? LoL! Alright, to conclude, I like to be different from the majority sometimes. Going against the mainstream? Not everyone is the same, this is part of the individual differences. I suppose. LoL! 

"+"ve & "-"ve; Knowing & Acting ; Is a choice

This video was taken during my career dream presentation. When I watch it, it makes me laugh so loudly everytime. I find it so funny to look myself on the screen. Sometimes I feel ridiculous and embarrass; but sometimes I feel proud, happy and gratify!

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Start learning and being clear that everything has both sides: positive and negative. Yes, it's not a new knowledge. We knew it and heard of the similar principle quite often. Positive & negative are like totally opposite, they two will never meet, like the south & north pole. When it comes to decision making, critical analysis and etc, we always think of what is not good for us (negative) and which path will lead us to the bright future (positive). 

Apparently, knowing it and acting on it are always two different issues. It's similar as smokers knew that smoking will definitely affecting their health yet they continue to smoke. Not clear enough? Its alright. Another example, a situation when you feel sad or fly into a temper due to whatever reasons and you start crying or being aggressive because you're in a bad mood. You knew you need to do something in order to get rid of the unhappiness and uncomfortable feelings yet you choose to continue crying and throwing temper by hoping the undesired state will gone miraculously.

Can you see something implied in the examples other then understanding the difference between knowing and acting? 

" Everyone has the choice. "

The smokers have the choice to choose not to smoke when they knew smoking affect their health. 

You have the choice to choose to put some efforts and change the current state instead of continue falling into the whirlpool of internal conflicts and sorrow.

But again, unfortunately, there are no "always true/right principles/ways" to follow. There is nothing will guarantees us to the desire state.

But we can always learn to be positive or to be negative. It's just depends on how do we look at it and it is our choice. Everything is just about the matter of perception and the choice, particularly in decision making. The choice available and the decision we make eventually affect the consequence of a happening.

What I've learnt and what I knew is more than what I thought.

I didn't know I can write such passage last year. Reading this passage that I've typed long time ago remind me of what I've learnt and what I've promised. It also reminds me of how did I go through the time. When I look back, I feel sorry to my past; meanwhile, I smile.

It's all about choice. I knew it, and I learnt from you.

Full of appreciation. 

To the angel in life.