................................................................................................Mae Ching......................................

Sunday, January 22, 2012

除夕夜


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下了场雨,天气忽然凉爽起来。
闻着这样的空气,当中带着新年的气息。
鞭炮烟花四处放。
想必大家都在等待着龙年的到来。

一年就这样过去啦。
人要展望未来,不回顾过去。
不好的事就把它留在今年。
向烦恼说再见!
是时候去旧迎新年啦!

明天,也就是大年初一
做一个全新的自己,为自己定下实际的目标!

在龙年里,我一定要过的比去年更好!
2012,我要创好年! (很有朝气的说…)

Thursday, January 19, 2012

The Recent me

Seem like i had disappeared for a period, yes, i did.
I didnt go anywhere, but i started my tertiary school. I didnt tell anyone except those few guys. Thanks you guys for keeping your promise until now. ^^'' This is the time for me to update my life recently.

I'd been disturbed by something few days ago. =( It is just a small case. But it disturbed my emotional sometimes. However, I've think wider and open minded now. I just need someone to listen to me. I need to release and shout out! Thank you for your advising and lending your ear all the time. Credit by WeiLing. =)

So,everything go smooth. I love this moment now. But, i miss home badly. I never think that i will have home sick one day. and now, im facing it. I miss home, i miss my family, especially my mum. and i cried, when i came here. =(  This made me think of Kangzi. She said,when her mum fetch her back to hostel, she alwyas cry. At that moment, i was laughing at her. (i think) Similarly, i happened to me now. I felt it. and soon, you are going to feel it too. right? chooi w.l. XD i <3 my family. =)

This is the second weeks that i start my life here.. I feel like, me, myself, still not getting ready for everything here. Sometimes, i think back all the past. and sometimes, pictures and scenario refreshed the past in my mind. =)

Is the time for me to get ready for everything now since i'd decided for Jan intake randomly. Have to get well into everything. and enjoy it. I love my life. I enjoy it. ^^ 

Friday, January 6, 2012

离开是为了? 遇见

听着孙燕姿的遇见。 带着耳机, 熟悉的词曲,节奏和音乐…这样的动作,感觉只活在自己的世界里,没有他人,没有,什么都没有。随着歌曲的播放,断断续续的画面浮现,一切仿佛只在昨天发生。在这样的深夜里,我不喜欢吵杂声,我想我会渐渐地,喜欢上带上耳机的时空,就算没有音乐播放,但这种感觉,很自己。

随着今晚空中聊到的[离开]在这里开了话题。随着刚刚的歌曲,作为话续。

我不喜欢离别,不代表一切都不会离开。离开是个中性词,但它这意义可重大。以不同的层面来看,离开会是件悲伤的事(当…亲人的分开、友谊的分离);又或许,离开是件值得高兴的事(当…去到一个更好的路、得到解脱…)。

离开可能对很多人而言是件很烦、很懊恼的事。它确实。但再想深一层,它没有。它没有很复杂。是人。因为人的自私,人的七情,人的固执还有人的理念。有些时候,离开是未免的;有些时候,离开,只不过是一种选择,一种抉择,一种,决定。

避不开的;躲不掉的,就只好这样吧。
带不走的;留不住的,那就接受好了。

当离开成为了一种决定,那么,答案也就只有“离开”或“不离开”。然而,在处于”是“或“不是”的状态下,就只是二选一。没有灰色地带。很残忍?或许。没有。

当双方有缘分,再遇见的时候,我想,那会是一种苦尽甘来。
当双方有缘分,再遇见的时候,我想,那可能只是插肩而过。
当双方有缘分,再遇见的时候,你想,那会是怎样?… … …


我没有想过,2012年的第一个po,有如此一点的伤感。但是,每一个po,都是我自己满意之后,才亮相的。2012年第一个po,我满意。因为突发奇想。

因为,我,很自己。——伍家辉《很自己》