Focus is what I want

I thought my EQ is quite ok, at least at the range of the average people have. 

I perceive myself as a quite rational person, seldom get distracted by people and emotions. 

But

I found I have overestimated myself.

I am not that rational

and emotionally stable.. 

Especially when too much things squeeze together, 

and I don't know what should I handle first

and how tackle it without control by my emotion

focus

Just purely focus. 

Yes.

This is what I want.