原位

确实，偶尔会有种无缘无故被莫名且复杂的情绪搞到自己有着一股牵绊的心情⋯

那是一股，既不到属于悲伤的一种忧伤。实际上来说，又没说得上是忧伤… 

或许我又乱了。

偶尔乱撞进了前一阵子的记忆，一段我很重视的记忆。里头却参杂了许多两面的情感。时而让我无法自拔。

总是在回忆里寻找记忆，却又没能好好的把它放回原位。这样的思维模式其实很危险，一个不小心就会把“以前”和“现在”所经历混淆。

谁不知那已经不能拿来做较量，谁不晓得？

幸福

虽然人类是个群体动物，
但是有时候，
我需要个人时间，
非常需要。

其实我应该很感谢

我的路总比别人走得好

虽然偶尔有点碰撞，但我终究去到该去的地方

即便我跌得再伤再狠，身旁总有对的天使出现在我身边，让我事后回顾觉得很安慰

所以我越来越感恩

这生来，我的确很幸福

- 当我越来越敢去探讨自己；越能让自己更了解自己；越能跟自己对话；越能让自己听见自己的需求；越能透过不同的方式解答自己的疑问。能够拥有这样的自我对话能力，我感激。

Stop

We were playing some old school games -- "the train" and "the egg"
:)

-- Even my friends are fed up with my trait of overly care about what others say and how others look at me as an individual. 

It was a public holiday yesterday. Gratefully, I got to meet up with friends and spent sometimes together. It has been awhile since last gathering. 

The topics that we discussed couldn't run away from job and future direction. I guess these two could be the main issues that we, as fresh graduates, are facing now. 

Knowing that I'm one of the individual who stucks in the mid of the junction, I tried to disclose myself to the bunch of my friend. Even my friends are fed up with me because I always cared about the judgement and the labelling that I got from others. 

It's true. I shall move to the direction which can lead me to my goal. Taking others' words as a guideline is fine, but overly concerns about other people's perspectives and judgemental would slowly make me become a slave...