哭枕入眠

 - 哭着入眠 - 

多久没如此了

哭着哭着就睡了

哭着哭着又醒了

The empty chair 

讲着讲着就哭了

谈着谈着就笑了

明白 · 懂

即不明

也不懂

但心

却知晓

朗

总会遇到一些人

在生命里给你努力与奋斗的憧憬

连同  信仰 · 理念 

带领我们穿越一个又一个成长的旅途

朝阳的阳光

星辰的闪烁

无论黑夜或白昼

心朗

辽阔即在

Terrible

Terrible. Have been spending my time on various areas lately.
Found out that there are numerous areas of improvement in me.
I tried. I did. I practiced.
To master a skill, it requires consistency and persistence.
Consistency and persistence come naturally when there's motivation.
But it may not be the only factor to maintain our behavior.

Interests are there. Positivism is there.
Sources are given. Energy is up.

Meanwhile, there're too many eye-catching events, objects, incidents, things, matters in the surrounding. Everything is an attraction to me.
Attention is switched. Concentration is unsustainable.
Terrible. Terrible.

Oh no. Nothing to do with those fascination things.
I'm not focused. Too much things in the mind. Impatient.

Breath in. 1-2-3-4-5.
                                                                Practice self-regulation, be disciplined; but not self-restraint.

念

这几个星期下来，还是想念姐姐。

几年后，还是想起了你对我的好。

还是姐姐那份关心与陪伴，让我感觉如此温暖。

那个温度，还很保暖⋯ 

It's true. People will forget what you did, people will forget what you said, but people will remember how you make them feel. 

在接近这个冬季的十一月，

我又想起了你。

如果姐姐的温暖能够持续到今天；那么你对我的好也肯定在我心里某个深处种下了一个温带，持续升温… 

这是一种，思念的节奏。

当自己把想念好好的缅怀之后，就会抬头笑着----- 路，还是继续走。

我的生命，会因为这一刻好好的把思念一番，而变得更完整。

Stuck

Again, hardly express some thoughts run in my mind.

- Virtually  • Stark • Influence over • Facets - 

You'll never know what it means.

But who say it cannot be discovered?

I'm not sick. Just not feeling well. On MC day. 

Living my life to the fullest despite of taking off day.