Purpose

Every beginning of a journey always serves with its purpose. It varies from individual to individual; but that's the motive of life and keep us away from neurotic anxiety.

Everyone and everything in life has its own purpose and meaning. Find the meaning and definite the purpose of doing a job. Then, keep it along the way of achieving and end of journey.

冲动

好几次有股冲动想要说出一些心底话。但还是抽身了。

好几次有意无意的告诉你要一些事情，让你好过一些，让你正面一点看事情。相信你知道，若你用负面的心态面对负面的情绪，负面的情绪只会继续负面。

多次有股冲动想向你求饶。甚至很负面地想拜托你。或许我更愿意屈服。只因为我害怕。真的胆怯。非常。

我傻傻地想对你求饶说着不要抢走我的东西好吗？我没有自主愿意向你低头，只要你让我。我可以承认自己懦弱无能为力不比你优秀。只要你不要抢走。

再想想，其实拜托你，向你屈服，没有自我地向你求饶，那又如何？那或许会让你感觉更难受。

那我可以做什么？帮助你吗？安慰你？还是向你坦白？我没有办法做些什么，因为我确确实实看见你的忧伤。真的很惋惜。

即使心还在痛着，荡漾着那股悲伤，其实还有了一份无奈。我已经不想因此而再次遍体凌伤。

与其把爱握在手心不放，我选择… … 以“已不重要”看待。

已经开始有了新的思绪和心态。这份爱意却依旧存在与持续着。没关系。

-当开始你了解，你已经渐渐错过他。-

晚上，凌晨4点多。累。开始已无伦次中… 

What's the worst?

As long as you do something and contribute on the work to be done, you are not the worst. 

You can not knowing lots of things, but you can't not asking and remain don't know. 

It's always the worst, if you stop moving on and trapped yourself in the darkness. 

Though it's hard, but try to take the courage and move forward.

The crucial factor may be

the motivation to strive for the best.

Late

Another tiring night. Doing stuff non-stop after having fun with friends at night. Hard work will pay off in various ways. Nothing to be lost. 

Can't be the top and superior all the time because there is always better ahead. Yet, there is no perfect in nature, the best things we can always do is trying to do better and better throughout the lifespan. And every moments, you're improving. Self-satisfaction.  

恐惧

短短的几个小时里，脑海不时浮现出一些足够让我感受恐惧的画面和思绪

原来我依旧害怕着心里极度恐惧的画面会在现实生活中的某天上映

那恐惧的画面，不时让我心有余悸

这个恐惧，让我想起了那幅女孩躲在黑暗房间里角落中哭泣的图画

“要是是事实，我该怎么面对和应对呢？” 我问自己

我真的不知道，不太晓得

有人说，只要你一直去想一件事情，渐渐地，无形中就会发生

但是不是不想，就不会发生？

请告诉我，是我想太多、多忧心。

你知道吗？结果我就梦见了似恐惧般的画面。然后我惊讶着，脑袋空白。

放不下。

以为这就很糟糕

谁知后来

还有更恐怖的…

烦在心与脑海；梦在恐惧中

不留意

有时候只要一个不小心，不留意

就会忘了时间在忙碌中

默默地流失

Wrong & Right

There's no right or wrong. 

谁都没有那个资格站在自己的道德理念上批评和评论他人的对和错。