剪发

有人说，头发似烦恼丝。这是否代表着头发越多、越长，就意味着烦恼越多、越长久？

两年前，我剪短了头发。仿佛剪断了以往的烦恼，一刀两断似的。

是我嫌烦恼不够多吗？

我又留长了头发。

但上天仿佛疼惜着我，总是要在头发留得有些长度时，一段一段地，把它剪得一刀两断。

留了大半年的头发，好像功亏一篑。

不怕，它只是短了些许。

与以往相比，还是长了。

或许我就是自寻烦恼，把头钻去烦恼丝去。

其实一切的都只是，

只要自己喜欢，就好。

Tetris Yo~

Times always fly, with or without conscious. I'm glad that I've pass through these "harsh time". I put a quotation mark at the word because it seems not really harsh, it is just a hyperbole to exaggerate how I feel/view the time this week. In fact, it is a hard time, but not really hard though.. sounds contradict.. But, seriously, this midterm has brought me to the top of the hill, and let me fall on the slope.. (sweat)

Exams is always the 'harsh time' for students like me; 'relax time' for teachers. However, it is always the 'bad' time for teachers after the exam; and 'best time' for the students. It is just a circular role. That's why, it is quite fair for everyone, at least in this statement. =)

I don't like compare. But comparison is one way to check whether you are right or wrong after the test.

The "pek cek" moment is that when you found out your answers or steps is different from others! and what you tend to say is: "What's wrong WEIH!", "Ya MEH?", "You sure AR?" and etc with the "AR, MEH, LOR" at the end of the sentence. It sounds funny and the moment seems familiar to me in this exam. It happened on the last day of my exam! and It almost spoil my mood and distract my emotional! 

Other than the "pek cek" moment, it turns to sad moment,which that when you found that everyone can do the questions but not you. I think it is the most down moment as well. It hurts you, or makes you keep blaming on yourself. You know you cannot do anything about that, but you will still feeling down. Is our emotion being influence so easily by the circumstances? I doubt. You might say no, even myself. But when you really come across that kind of situation, what do you react? Will it become more comfort when your peers tell you that they don't know how to solve the questions too? 

Sadness will not always follow anyone. There must be always a change of role of our emotion and feeling. Yea, so, the happiest moment for students is that everyone is free from the exam, and start planning what to do or where to go to shopping and celebrate. 

There is always a "harsh time" in our life. Everyone has to face it and tackle it. Without any solution, the matter won't be able to solve, and it will keep following you. It will make you feel more stressful when you procrastinate. So, I'm happy that I've go through this "harsh time" ( for this moment I think it is a 'quite' "harsh"). Finally, I'm able to enjoy the happy moment, which is go crazy with tetris.

.. Even though, you might not playing with it, anymore. ..

给我一点时间

我知道我脱离了这里有一段时间，但我没有忘记这个让我挥洒自如的平台。

我有跟多话要说，我有很多事情要分享。
我有无数的词汇，等待着时机掀开。
我有太多的诱惑，使我不断摸索。

虽然我沉默，但我没有离开过。

因为我知道，这是…
这是我的。
都是我的。

给我一点时间，就一点时间。
我会将这里的一切，再次填满。
我会，
我一定会。


因为我有太多，

太多未解的事。