It has been raining for few days. It makes me trap in a
moody state for living alone outside. I lose my umbrella. I used to bring it
out everyday to class. I'm blaming myself for not taking concern about my
things around me. I tried to ask about people from others room if they'd seen
it. I even tried to ask the guard and asked for replay the video that CCTV has
been recorded. I'm carrying for searching the umbrella. I'm not only miss it,
also, I need it.
I'm worrying for the whole day when I heard that there will
be raining heavily in the afternoon in KL, Selangor. Luckily the weather is
still sunny when I go to class. But the weather turns dark and black when I end
my tutorial class. My classmates and I walk quickly to the other block for next
class.
It starts raining when the class starts. I look outside the
window and stare at the rain dropping from the sky. It hit the cars, the trees
and the people who are running here and there. I wish the rain could stop
before my class end.
It is a long rain. The umbrellas provided by uni are taken by the students. I
walk from the block to the main block by crossing a long and busy road under
the rain. It is the second time I walk back to main block because I used to
take shuttle bus.
You know what, before I have a quarrel, I actually passed through these evidences.
Thank to my file for covering my head from the rain. I
shouldn't keep the blame on the weather. Some people likes rainy but some likes
sunny. No matter how the weather is, it shouldn't be a reason or excuse for
throwing temper and emotionally affected.
Emotion, you are not easy to handle, sometime.
