ERB VS CNY

It kills my sleeping time during CNY.. 

Oh dear..

Thinking too much isn't a good things to you sometimes

I just cant proceed because I think too much further
and I move backward when I saw problems
because I'm just too secure type person
perhaps
I just want to play safe

But sometimes..
We can care too much
There are things we cant control
Isn't?

But why
..Sigh..