Wah! So Many Mails?

First time sending mails to multiple lecturers with regard to my thesis research. It makes me so nervous while typing each mail. I have considered whether to email lecturers or not because I haven done research about it yet. "What if lecturers ask me something I can't answer?" "Would it show that I'm not well prepared and give a bad impression?" These questions linger. I struggled.

I keep saying I've no ideas and worry since the day I got the supervisor list. I thought I've done something during semester break, but it seems not. I was blur and panic at that moment. I postponed my plan, paused everything there and I kept dragging. Until last night, I spent some times to sort out my thoughts. Calmly. Steadily. 

In the end I found that I actually got the direction and area to go, it's just that I don't have a specific topic. I actually know something, but not complete picture.

"It's ok and fine. Totally fine.", my senior said. 

Comments and suggestions given by seniors comfort me a lot. I spent some times seeking for opinions from them as well. The experiences they shared are very helpful as reference. End up, I take one step further to do what I think I need and I should do. Here I email so many lecturers in this evening. Gan jeong-ly. Aww!!