Don't

I can be social withdrawal from you. Not because of the sign of depression. Just because of our communication channels and frequencies are so different.

I don't see the point being so friend, acting and trying to be close to you. =.= 

Don't you feel tired when you tried to be good and nice to everyone? You don't need to do so. 

Some people will never know you and never try to understand you if they have the bias schema and stereotype thinking on you. 

You don't need to be good to everyone to gain the sense of acceptance. 

There're many reasons of rejection when people never consider you. There're many act of acceptance, but you can only feel and see the sense of true acceptance from one's actions toward you. 

You don't need to try so hard treating people so nicely like showing so much unconditional positive regard when you don't even try to appreciate yourself.

When you're trying to help others, and think that those people deserve your help, think, internally, have you first help yourself by solving issue closely related, like family and your future. 

- You can be good and nice to people around you; but you don't need to force yourself loving everybody. You can be truthful to yourself; but at first you need to accept yourself as who you are. -

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#previous post
I think I must be in a very bad mood while writing the passage. Alright, it should have been published on 30th of September. I'm not sure why it is in my draft file, and I just found out.

Words to myself (from a third party perspectives) at this moment when I read back:
It's alright. I see you feeling frustrated when you were writing that. You must had been holding the feelings for quite some times, and you were trying to express it in words.
It's alright. You're definitely feeling better right now, and you're enjoying who you're today.

Constantly looking forward. Let's go.